One day at a time.

[angelak]

Another day, another step towards all of the things that I want to manifest in my life.
So much contemplation.
I’m not crushed. The hurt enters my heart; but I accept it as Morrigan’s lesson to me, so that I would know her wisdom better.

Cheryl; Thank you for the picture you gave me.

The house is a shell of what once was.
I am eager to change that. I need my own style again; with all of my own things, and a new arrangement to boot.


Steve; know that though I do not wish to pursue you any longer; that my love for you as a person has changed none. You truly are wonderful and hold your own special beauty. Do not think that it disappeared overnight.

But do know where my limits lie. I need this space to begin growing in the directions that I’ve been dreaming of for the last several months.

The growth and lessons you’ve brought to me, the countless hours and experiences we’ve shared, have touched me forever. Regardless of what else happens, I think it’s important for you to know this.


I should visit my parents today. I feel lonely for them.

-Angela

Comments

[aroidan.livejournal.com]

I understand that. Right now I do not wish to pursue you as a lover. You need that space and I understand. I do wish you would talk to me more, just as a friend though. Right now I feel totally lost without your friendship. Without being able to send you an email or an IM and knowing that you will respond. I understand the need for no personel contact right now, I just wish we could use the Internet and the Phone to communicate like we did before we became lovers. Like we did when we were friends and you had the hots for Mark.

The pain I am experiencing now is mainly from the loss of a best friend.

By not persuing me I am assuming you mean just as a lover, and right now I can understand that. I still hope it will change maybe in a month maybe in more. Infact I am almost certain it will change eventually.

I still plan on going to spell and oloteas. Which btw I need to get on the list for. Since I am now no longer going to be able to look at your calender. If I know you at all the directions you want to pursue now will come and go fast and you will be at your end destination. You never take anything slow.

I hope that you will be able to keep me informed of what exactly it is you are trying to pursue. What direction it is you want to head in. As of right now I only have some vague Ideas and I have no idea what is right or not.

Love you,

-Steve

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[oceanor.livejournal.com]

Angela it's intersting to hear u speek.. u follow the same Goddess as I .. the Mhorragu is never an easy Goddes to follow.. her lessons are hard somtimes got do love it when she gives the old kick in the ass.. i to got that ths' why i am down hear.. i got her kick in the ass and left every thing in Canada to move hear not to many ppl know that one... know that her lessons will be good no mater if u understand or not..

Thom