angelak | So tired. (Reply)

Very, very tired.
My inspiration was renewed with the evening.
The Intensive kicked ass. Was so glad to see Jyo there; and I love nice conversations.
So much more to say and all that. The ritual went well; though I hated how shitty I was.

Tomorrow sometime I'll de-brief in my head of all the things spinning around from within.
Foremost.
The shitty week had a lot of reasons behind it. When I feel out of control of a situation or like I'm not being understood; I go insane. There are some things I realized after the fact. Things that correlated with my reactions to things.

Timing is everything.
Approach anyone on their worst day about something they're already feeling sensitive about; and it's likely you'll get the least pleasant response.

End of story.
No, that doesn't mean they need therapy. Some people just don't dig that stuff. I think that's me at this time in my life.

Regardless. My mometary disenchantment has vanished and I am left with a sense of freshness and new beginnings.
Though the bad stuff being brought up in the midst of this could have made me feel bad; I ignored it none-the-less.

Jeah. That's all.
Bed.

Khaya, my love. Get well.

-Angela