Such a motivated day for me...

[angelak]

I am on hyper-productivity here at work.
I’ve done all my tasks at incredible efficiency this morning, and have some kind of motivation that I have not felt in quite some time here. It feels so good.
I don’t know whether it was the hike yesterday, the lovely weekend with my two best childhood friends, or the outlet and release we all participated in. Dance therapy is great.

Whatever it is, I don’t want it to go away.
There are lots of things that do make me nervous to deal with, but I’m sure those things will straighten out sometime, and I’ve realized the best thing right now is not to rush myself, or over-analyze anymore. It just isn’t going to be the best for my emotional health. I over-analyze what everyone MUST be thinking [negatively] about me, frequently--- especially when I make mistakes and this sort.

In other news: I love the digital camera I got.
In other, OTHER news: I got some hilarious pictures from this weekend, though not with my digital camera [I had already lent it to my sister and she had used the battery up before I could head to Bellingham with it. So sad!]

Thank goodness for old, wonderful friends who have a way of reminding me that I am a good person. Even though I forget that sometimes.

Hm. Good to talk to Jon recently—the man is just so relieving sometimes with his lack of uptight-demeanor. And I love how he says, “I have my low times. I just solve it with a punching bag and free-weights.”

Eeek.

The weekend transitioned into a shift for me. One of the big things that has now become apparent to me, is that my fitness is going to be my priority. I cannot be much worth to anyone unless I’m feeling healthy and good. Without that therapy, I think things get bad for me. Perhaps another lesson Jon has made visible for me, and also something I knew about all along.

None-the-less. The weekend was refreshing in almost all senses.
I must do my taxes today.
My brother is getting married sooner than later [May 20th is the NEW date.] Las Vegas is the new location. I don’t know that I can make it.

I feel honored Inna felt comfortable enough to talk to me about her awesome weekend...

On the note of this week, I have some awesome people lined up to see:
Mark and I will probably hang out sometime this week, which is pretty cool.
I have dinner plans with Jyo tonight, we always tend to have some good conversations that don’t fail to make me feel better.
Yeay for seeing Khaya also.
Friday? I might just take it easy. We’ll see if coffee night is on for me then.
Saturday is my acupuncture apt, for which I am totally excited about.
There was something I thought was happening Sunday; but I just can’t remember now what it was.
EDIT: Chad's birthday/going away get together! [Thanks Inna!]

My brother is borrowing my Camaro, hopefully he fixes it so I can enjoy it the last half a year I own it. [And use some of those brand new Yokohama tires I bought, thinking I’d keep the car. I'm getting rid of it? Might as well burn some rubber, baby!!!]

Stoaked for that. Also fantasizing about a sedan with 4 doors, and owning just one car, and not two.
We’ll see. I should call my insurance company today, and see how much it will really cost me to ensure it when I get it [which is projected to be somewhere around August-December 2005.]

Screw all you folk who go on about how the STI is the ONLY good model of the WRX to get. You can all go to hell, or give me the extra 8K to buy it. ;) I think the standard WRX is just fine.

Jeah. That’s my rant on that.

Anyway. That’s my story. And the sunshine helps. And I get off at 4 today; I almost forgot. I think I’ll go for a lovely walk, perhaps even make myself sweat on Tiger Mt!!! YEAY.

It feels SO good.
Anyway.
Must away to do more important work.

-Angela

Comments

Hee

[nobodyberry.livejournal.com]

Yes, physical activity is very good for Angela. Glad things are going well.

Re: Hee

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

EEEEEEK it's Lianna.
Wish you were on AIM.

-Angela

Sharing?

[kdana.livejournal.com]

Of course! :)

As for sunday, isn't that Chad's birthday party?

Re: Sharing?

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

YES!
Exactly
You little savior.
*HUGS INNA*
yeay.

-Angela

Re: Sharing?

[kdana.livejournal.com]

and thanks for that phone convo too... we haven't really talked outside of messenger for a while :/

Re: Sharing?

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

Oh yeah.
It was a pleasant way to wake up!
And it made me giggle and grin.
Heehhe.

-Angela

[aroidan.livejournal.com]

Well it is good to hear you had a great weekend. Sorry to see that you are going to get rid of the camaro it was a pretty good car. But you always did find it silly owning 2 cars :) Hope you have a great walk/hike this afternoon.

-Steve

[ahtei-eneogei.livejournal.com]

Weird...where's Chad going? Not that he'd actually tell me or anything.

[centeruniverse.livejournal.com]

You sound to be in wonderful spirits! I hope this positive-outlook/energy stay with you for a long time.

[kdana.livejournal.com]

I believe Chad is moving out with Orianna. To Seattle or something like that.

Re: Hee

[nobodyberry.livejournal.com]

Yeah, so do I. Believe me, if I could figure out how to make the school computers let me connect to real-time stuff, I would.

Re: Hee

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

can't you do AIM express?

-Angela

Re: Hee

[kdana.livejournal.com]

And if it doesn't let her connect to AIM express right away, make sure to turn the Pop Up Blocker off... I've figured out that's what I have to do to make it work on BCC computers :P

[dork]

Re: Hee

[nobodyberry.livejournal.com]

You know, I had completely forgotten about AIM express. MWAHAHA.