Why am I soooo moody feeling?

[angelak]

So, I’m grumpy already today and I don’t know why. Feels like I woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

I don’t even know why.
I was thinking I might be in a better mood because Khaya’s coming back, and I AM picking him up at the airport... [what could BE better?]
This certainly is a reason to be in a great mood.

Though that isn't the case. Perhaps the latter part of the day will pick up my mood.
Some silly things bugging me:

My hair isn’t as manageable as it was before they fucked up my PERFECT haircut [long story..] I couldn’t find clothes that I wanted to wear today. I have acne for the first time in several months... and I just feel all around ugly today. Unlike the rest of the weekend, where I did feel, for a change, pretty good on an aesthetic level. Even BETTER than good.

So I’m feeling under the weather, and I don’t know why. Maybe I can blame it on PMS. I really don’t know. I’m sure with the rest of the day things will get better.

I may even ask when that girl who did my hair last time is back in... and perhaps get her to add the extra layer of layering that the other girl retardedly took out.

Strange that one extra thing of layering makes THAT big of a difference, but for some reason, I’m still completely annoyed at it. It was just so cool before, because my hair hadn’t BEEN that manageable so easily before in my LIFE.

*sighs* No one cares. Lol. Well, it seems such a SMALL issue to freak out over. I guess perhaps I need something to focus my frustrations on, it might as well be my stupid hair, that I mess with all the time.

It won’t matter a bit when Khaya returns anyway. Bleh. I’m SO moody, I can feel it in my very being today. I want to strangle myself.

HELP.
I can’t get away from me today, either!

I don’t want to be here at work at all, either.
In fact, I’d be quite satisfied to go to sleep and wake up at 6:30 tonight. I don’t know what’s up with me. It FEELS so illogical and so erratic.

This feeling. Really isn’t fun.

*sighs* Lack of sleep? I don’t know!*&(@#%@#

I was relatively fine last night.
*GRUMBLES*

Maybe if I go back and whine about my layering AGAIN --- I’ll feel less bitchy?

The co-worker hasn’t shown up today. Maybe he’s sick? It *has* to be 8:00 tonight right *NOW*@*(@#*()@#*()


It's not like I've done anything to APPEAR to be moody... but I FEEL that way.
Or... EDIT: I might be getting sick?

-Angela

Comments

It's called being female... ;D

[nobodyberry.livejournal.com]

*sighs* No one cares. Lol. Well, it seems such a SMALL issue to freak out over.

It's always the small things that get you, dearie. They build up, and all of a sudden you just want to bitch about everything. Also probably has to do with being anxious for things later in the day. It's SUPPOSED to be a good day, so when everything isn't peaches and cream, it's way more freaking annoying than usual.

Anyway, that's my theory.

Re: It's called being female... ;D

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

Yeah. And also It's that I just feel tired and worn out.
And normally I don't.
Not even after busy weekends. I recover fast.
But I guess there is added strain.

-Angela

Re: It's called being female... ;D

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

AND ANOTHER THING.
The co-worker who frustrates me frequently wants to take my extension to create a USELESS FUCKING DEPARTMENT line that NOBODY will call.
I'ma get mad.

Oh wait. I already did.

-Angela

Re: It's called being female... ;D

[nobodyberry.livejournal.com]

*shakes head and drips with sarcasm* Uh, okay, yeah that really makes sense...

I think that alone would make anyone bitchy.

But yeah, being tired and worn out sucks hairy purple twinkies (as a friend of mine likes to say). I've been having the same problem for the last several days. I was tired, and I just felt like utter shit. So you may be right about coming down with some sort of illness, cause that's partially what it was for me.

And I think the other part was internal stress and distractions. I wrote in my private paper journal last night (some stuff I ought to talk to you about in person, should I get the chance), and I feel SO much more refreshed today. I don't really know what all it was, but I know I feel a hell of a lot better than I did yesterday. *shrug*