Back from the hike...
Dec. 7th, 2003 11:15 amSo, I went to Tiger mountain. It was beautiful. It was so nice. I haven't been hiking in about 2 months, although my body was punishing me for not treating it right [and getting off my ass to still HIKE!] it felt so good to be using those muscles again. And the healing effects of the forest... the trees... Everything was so nice. It was like paradise. I didn't hike to the top, but I was only half a mile away from the top. I actually gave up, thinking it would take too long because there were so many trees down, that navagating the trail was a slow process. On the switch back trail there was a tree down every 3-5 feet. The cable line was easier, but going down was hell. That steep ass cable line trail was muddy as fuck and that was just that.
I felt all my stress and frustrations leaving me, as the earth seemed to rob me of it. Thankfully. Even 10 minutes out hiking up that hill and I was happy as a clam. The nearly 2 hour hike worked wonders....
After I was nearly at the top, but impeded by constant trees... I turned around. The cable line navagation was hard on me, as my legs were vibrating with the anxiety of slipping and falling for 2 miles straight.... but it was worth it.
When I got down, it was like I had forgotten about the euphoria the endorfins release.... I was just high and very happy. Watched my car hit 65,000 miles...
Then I got home. Steve was okay, but we got into a small argument about something else, and I did NOT feel like even going through it. So, in an instant, I felt those clingy annoyances return. I took a hot shower and steamed them away... and I haven't talk to Steve since. He's off with his dad who is here getting our desk center in the side crap-room. *sighs* Later I will have to be honest to Steve and tell him just why I have been so upset. But, the motivation to even SEE him right now is like next to none. I feel better yet again after my shower though. I better get dressed...
-Angela
I felt all my stress and frustrations leaving me, as the earth seemed to rob me of it. Thankfully. Even 10 minutes out hiking up that hill and I was happy as a clam. The nearly 2 hour hike worked wonders....
After I was nearly at the top, but impeded by constant trees... I turned around. The cable line navagation was hard on me, as my legs were vibrating with the anxiety of slipping and falling for 2 miles straight.... but it was worth it.
When I got down, it was like I had forgotten about the euphoria the endorfins release.... I was just high and very happy. Watched my car hit 65,000 miles...
Then I got home. Steve was okay, but we got into a small argument about something else, and I did NOT feel like even going through it. So, in an instant, I felt those clingy annoyances return. I took a hot shower and steamed them away... and I haven't talk to Steve since. He's off with his dad who is here getting our desk center in the side crap-room. *sighs* Later I will have to be honest to Steve and tell him just why I have been so upset. But, the motivation to even SEE him right now is like next to none. I feel better yet again after my shower though. I better get dressed...
-Angela
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Date: 2003-12-07 12:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-07 05:28 pm (UTC)YES
Date: 2003-12-08 09:42 am (UTC)-Angela
Re: YES
Date: 2003-12-08 05:13 pm (UTC)Re: YES
Date: 2003-12-09 10:54 am (UTC)-Angela