Thanksgiving #2

Went to Steve's. That was dandy, I guess. Had lots of food, that was good. Came back. I was plenty glad to leave. Although he seems to think just because I LOOK like I am having a good time, it must mean that I AM, it's not the case. I just tolerate things so I can get through them. To be honest, I really didn't enjoy myself. But, I tried. I just feel so violated by the family itself. I just want to leave and get away. I want to be able to talk like myself and not worry someone is judging me like the way I feel his mother does. *shrugs* No one else might see it, but by now, I've been tramatized. Sure, I can pretend we've made up and it's all okay, because that's how his mother would have it... but the case is, I really haven't forgiven her for anything. And he thinks it's dandy too. *sighs* That's okay, 1 holiday down with his family... 1 to go...

Thanksgiving #1 was lots of fun. Went to Grandma's, had lots of food, and the people there were in tune with ME and I can be however I want and I know they love me. What can I say? I don't favor Steve's family and I like my own.

But, they did thank me for coming. I think that was genuine, but that's his dad. Even though his dad can be creepy sometimes too... *shrugs* What can be said.

OH AND YES. Poor little Adam couldn't get up for dinner because his schedule is all screwed up because he started working nights at Target like Steve used to, and like the rest of my family [Jill/mom] still do. HAH. Crab apple he was, until he got his TEN HOURS of sleep. *SCOFF SCOFF SCOFF*

-Angela

*sigh*

Alright. Bored currently, but still content. Waited until 1PM to eat because I believe my stomach has become stretched from the past 2 days of gorging. But it was GREAT food. So I had A to Z spagettio's and piece of pumpkin pie. WOOHOO. Anyway. I should call Jon to see what the guy is up to. Aside from that, I am only bored because Steve and Shane are over here [Shane is Steve's classmate] working on a project for their programming class, and frankly, they're BORING. Occupying the good seats and the good computers. So I am typing slower than usual because I am in a lousy posture position for typing and that is that.

This morning I did some useful things though...

First off, I made my deposits I needed to make, I cashed three checks, and closed my WAMU savings. I use my BECU as my savings, so screw that. Etc etc.
I also bought 3 bras. Yeay. I needed some that actually fit and were not worn out. I had bought new ones a while ago, but I lost the weight and suddenly my bra size shrunk to a B from a C. So the newer bras were too BIG. So I wore out the rest of my smaller ones that were old anyway! So, I decided I could not survive on just one bra that isn't very supportive anyway, and spent $60 on bras. Bleh, but hey, I almost went to Victoria Secret's, and instead I convinced myself that it would be cheaper and I could get more if I just went to Fred Meyer with their sale. Well, they had a rebate sale thingie going on, so I got 3 bras for the price of 2. YEAY For me. That didn't bother me at all. So anyway... That's that. Each one is a different color.

I got a pretty blue bra, and my favorite, BLACK.. and then, one white. YEAY for Angela. Anyway. That's that. Came back, the men are still sitting here programming. Bleh. That's okay, BUT I think I might go and try and buy me some new tires. Or maybe I'll wait until after the holidays? I still haven't decided!!!!

-Angela