More life rambling. Sorry to repeat!
Aug. 5th, 2008 05:23 pmPatience. Diligence. Faith. Hope. Dreams. Goals. Aspirations.
Trying really hard to remember all of them. Nixing the toxics.
Toxic? Talking myself down. Not appreciating what I am and what I have.
Patience. Patience for Thursday!!!! Thursday I try Phase 6 of R2R again.
I could CT tonight but I think I am taking the day off anyway.
A week off to spur knee endurance is good. And difficult for me.
I have plans to bake some bread for Lughnsadh.
I think Jim would find me incredibly awesome (again) if he smelled fresh bread baking.
And I'd like to make an offering in solitary ritual to Lugh.
As well as a further more in depth ritual – I'd like a one on one with the sun god.
Yes – Lughnasadh was the 1st. But so was my harvest born boyfriend's birthday.
We had a wonderful dinner.
I celebrated on the weekend with some hearty beer. What more could Lugh ask, but for me to raise my glass in his honor?
2008 has gone down far differently than I thought it would.
That is okay.
I'm truly fortunate to have a very patient, and nurturing partner.
Now is life so bad?
It's just frustrating to be on the bench. But when I come back from this whole thing, I think I'll feel stronger for it.
I've reaped all sorts of better lifetime athletic habits.
Now if this work day could finish a little quicker. So I could go do more work (filming).
Using my GIMP stool.
Damn, the stage was fun, and standing for 1.5 hrs and not feeling any pain sure was fun too. But now I've got a stool and I'm still making a bit of spare cash for my consumer whoring pleasure!!!
Slick. And now I have a new cubicle at work that is far more conducive to my contentment here at the office. About time, eh?
A haven for the professional Angela. Even if she gets annoyed here from time to time. Whatever. The future lingers out in the distance. And I wait patiently.
-Angela
Trying really hard to remember all of them. Nixing the toxics.
Toxic? Talking myself down. Not appreciating what I am and what I have.
Patience. Patience for Thursday!!!! Thursday I try Phase 6 of R2R again.
I could CT tonight but I think I am taking the day off anyway.
A week off to spur knee endurance is good. And difficult for me.
I have plans to bake some bread for Lughnsadh.
I think Jim would find me incredibly awesome (again) if he smelled fresh bread baking.
And I'd like to make an offering in solitary ritual to Lugh.
As well as a further more in depth ritual – I'd like a one on one with the sun god.
Yes – Lughnasadh was the 1st. But so was my harvest born boyfriend's birthday.
We had a wonderful dinner.
I celebrated on the weekend with some hearty beer. What more could Lugh ask, but for me to raise my glass in his honor?
2008 has gone down far differently than I thought it would.
That is okay.
I'm truly fortunate to have a very patient, and nurturing partner.
Now is life so bad?
It's just frustrating to be on the bench. But when I come back from this whole thing, I think I'll feel stronger for it.
I've reaped all sorts of better lifetime athletic habits.
Now if this work day could finish a little quicker. So I could go do more work (filming).
Using my GIMP stool.
Damn, the stage was fun, and standing for 1.5 hrs and not feeling any pain sure was fun too. But now I've got a stool and I'm still making a bit of spare cash for my consumer whoring pleasure!!!
Slick. And now I have a new cubicle at work that is far more conducive to my contentment here at the office. About time, eh?
A haven for the professional Angela. Even if she gets annoyed here from time to time. Whatever. The future lingers out in the distance. And I wait patiently.
-Angela