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Life is pretty good!!!!
I go to Yoga, I'm doing a 10 day mini challenge of my own. I usually go 7 days and then give myself some excuse to take a day off.
(Lazy, I ate at the wrong time, blashbalh).
Today will be day 7. I might turn it into a 15 day challenge, and then if I hit that - go for gold on 30 days.
I'm flexible. I'm stronger. I'm smaller, and the odd thing is, I know this because all my "once" perfect fitting clothes at my old favorite running body size, are baggy on the torso. That's fine!!!! I could never have imagined this. My hips are always larger. Thanks, mom - the child bearing body may one day come in handy *sighs*.
lol. But even then I think my ass is pretty toned. Toned considering I haven't been able to go toil for miles and miles. Just for hours and hours in one place... I love it.
I can't deny it changed my outlook on life. I can't deny that I've learned things in the last 2 months (February 5th will have made 8 weeks of Bikram) that I might never have touched upon elsewhere.
It's hard to explain. I cannot wait for the day to come when I can integrate all my activities. Running, Yoga, hiking, and weight training. When that day comes, I will be as happy as one can get.
The relationship has grown.
We've hit a place where I had always wanted to hit, together. We're closer day to day.
We argue very much less. We enjoy each other so much. And yet we do not fetter each other, or take over each other's lives. We've got freedom, and understanding, and a real team atmosphere between us.
We've fleshed out more of our relationship ideals this year and I already feel so very glad and stable for our direct communications.
I have always enjoyed our relationship. But it has become more than what I think it has ever been in the past. End of April marks 3 years together. I can't wait for our annual date at the Melting Pot!!!
I feel like I found myself and I found my life again. And I feel prepared to deal with things that come my way, so much better. Once I dropped all the fear and anxiety, and once I worked through all my rough spots...
The other day I was able to meditate on all the people I have in my life.
My family - all of my immediate family are very pleasant people.
My closest friends are pretty awesome.
And the boyfriend.
I have all these good people in my life.
Don't forget that there are some pretty awesome other people out there that I crush on everyday. Hahahha.
Anyways. I am off to figure out what to do with my phone that is MIA, off to drink *more coffee* and *more life giving water*.
And to figure out wtf Rufus is doing.
Oh, did I mention I have a wonderful home? Being a home owner is fun adn scary all at once ;)
The best part is that I know that Jim and I can handle it well together.
I couldn't ask for a better person to be in this partnership with.
Besides. That shit eating grin he always wears makes me crazily happy.
People who walk around smiling just get me!
And the fact that he dances and sings.
And dances.
hahaha. And sings.
I once said to him early in our relationship, and I've said it to others: "Men who sing are just inherently sexy..."
I am also enjoying his labor-job body. Dayum, he's slimjim again! And we match. :D The skinny on skinny sex is pretty good for us, too. Did I ever mention that Yoga and sex go pretty smooth together?!
-Angela
I go to Yoga, I'm doing a 10 day mini challenge of my own. I usually go 7 days and then give myself some excuse to take a day off.
(Lazy, I ate at the wrong time, blashbalh).
Today will be day 7. I might turn it into a 15 day challenge, and then if I hit that - go for gold on 30 days.
I'm flexible. I'm stronger. I'm smaller, and the odd thing is, I know this because all my "once" perfect fitting clothes at my old favorite running body size, are baggy on the torso. That's fine!!!! I could never have imagined this. My hips are always larger. Thanks, mom - the child bearing body may one day come in handy *sighs*.
lol. But even then I think my ass is pretty toned. Toned considering I haven't been able to go toil for miles and miles. Just for hours and hours in one place... I love it.
I can't deny it changed my outlook on life. I can't deny that I've learned things in the last 2 months (February 5th will have made 8 weeks of Bikram) that I might never have touched upon elsewhere.
It's hard to explain. I cannot wait for the day to come when I can integrate all my activities. Running, Yoga, hiking, and weight training. When that day comes, I will be as happy as one can get.
The relationship has grown.
We've hit a place where I had always wanted to hit, together. We're closer day to day.
We argue very much less. We enjoy each other so much. And yet we do not fetter each other, or take over each other's lives. We've got freedom, and understanding, and a real team atmosphere between us.
We've fleshed out more of our relationship ideals this year and I already feel so very glad and stable for our direct communications.
I have always enjoyed our relationship. But it has become more than what I think it has ever been in the past. End of April marks 3 years together. I can't wait for our annual date at the Melting Pot!!!
I feel like I found myself and I found my life again. And I feel prepared to deal with things that come my way, so much better. Once I dropped all the fear and anxiety, and once I worked through all my rough spots...
The other day I was able to meditate on all the people I have in my life.
My family - all of my immediate family are very pleasant people.
My closest friends are pretty awesome.
And the boyfriend.
I have all these good people in my life.
Don't forget that there are some pretty awesome other people out there that I crush on everyday. Hahahha.
Anyways. I am off to figure out what to do with my phone that is MIA, off to drink *more coffee* and *more life giving water*.
And to figure out wtf Rufus is doing.
Oh, did I mention I have a wonderful home? Being a home owner is fun adn scary all at once ;)
The best part is that I know that Jim and I can handle it well together.
I couldn't ask for a better person to be in this partnership with.
Besides. That shit eating grin he always wears makes me crazily happy.
People who walk around smiling just get me!
And the fact that he dances and sings.
And dances.
hahaha. And sings.
I once said to him early in our relationship, and I've said it to others: "Men who sing are just inherently sexy..."
I am also enjoying his labor-job body. Dayum, he's slimjim again! And we match. :D The skinny on skinny sex is pretty good for us, too. Did I ever mention that Yoga and sex go pretty smooth together?!
-Angela
