Random Rambles
May. 31st, 2006 06:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakToday has been pretty productive. At work I began tackling my Panasonic docking station issues. I will have things to say to Mr. Panasonic when I call him tomorrow.
I think I’ve narrowed down some more specifics. With the help of Mac from the city shop. Thank goodness for someone to help my chaotic brain sort things. Sometimes I just need a little direction. I know it’s my profession, it’s just our head mechanic was helping me be less Angela-ADD. *sighs* I was born this way, I’m afraid.
Anyhow. I got off early today and that’s been refreshing. It allowed me to watch Gilmore Girls and I feel more cheerful for it. Call me pathetic, call me what you will. I like the show! I could have gone for a hike – it’s just this almost felt better for me. To just sit back and do my own thing. I guess Jim has been rubbing off.
The other day he claimed I was the “most active woman,” he has ever dated.
And he outlined a bunch of shit I had been doing and said, “and then you call yourself lazy.”
Suddenly I felt a surge of prospective. I honestly to godly believe I’m lazy sometimes – it’s just, the way he described it kind of made me feel like … sometimes I’m a little too wound up at moments.
I’ll probably still be the same – but today I feel good about kicking back with my GG and just letting my brain go. I think too much.
And I feel really good. I had a great brief conversation on the phone with my mom.
She’s the best friend I could have. These days I almost feel like I can talk to her more than my two best friends. She’s accessible and I don’t feel like they have been nearly as much so lately.
She understands my compulsive worry-wart syndrome because she has it too.
And now I wonder how I survived my life without this kind of relationship?
Thanks to facing polyamory and dating a man who was 9 months her junior – well. I know my mom will accept me completely for who I am no matter what.
And it changed everything between us.
So I was calling her on my way to the Public Works Shop to troubleshoot some things with Mac. I was testing my shiny new Nextel phone. My old one was having two way radio issues and so I whined to my boss and went like this: “Waaaa WAAaAA waAaa…” and he okayed it for me to get a new phone.
This one is less clunky and shitty. It’s the i836, vs. the i730 that I had before. It’s a LOT lighter and I’m liking it a lot better already, even if it is a shitty Nextel.
So anyhow. Nobody commented on my journal and I’ve been trying to call her all weekend. I think I should call her before I film tonight. That’s in 30 minutes.
I’m feeling cheery.
Thanks GG.
Even if my guy thinks it’s “unrealistic,” and “too bantery.” He can play hide and go fuck himself ;)
Or … NM.
Heheheheheehe.
Anyhow.
I must go drive my shiny new car to the pickering barn where my Town Hall Meeting that I am covering with TS and TS is. (The two Tims.)
And then I’ll call Nobody on my way over.
I love that girl.
And I miss kdana. Immensely.
-Angela
I think I’ve narrowed down some more specifics. With the help of Mac from the city shop. Thank goodness for someone to help my chaotic brain sort things. Sometimes I just need a little direction. I know it’s my profession, it’s just our head mechanic was helping me be less Angela-ADD. *sighs* I was born this way, I’m afraid.
Anyhow. I got off early today and that’s been refreshing. It allowed me to watch Gilmore Girls and I feel more cheerful for it. Call me pathetic, call me what you will. I like the show! I could have gone for a hike – it’s just this almost felt better for me. To just sit back and do my own thing. I guess Jim has been rubbing off.
The other day he claimed I was the “most active woman,” he has ever dated.
And he outlined a bunch of shit I had been doing and said, “and then you call yourself lazy.”
Suddenly I felt a surge of prospective. I honestly to godly believe I’m lazy sometimes – it’s just, the way he described it kind of made me feel like … sometimes I’m a little too wound up at moments.
I’ll probably still be the same – but today I feel good about kicking back with my GG and just letting my brain go. I think too much.
And I feel really good. I had a great brief conversation on the phone with my mom.
She’s the best friend I could have. These days I almost feel like I can talk to her more than my two best friends. She’s accessible and I don’t feel like they have been nearly as much so lately.
She understands my compulsive worry-wart syndrome because she has it too.
And now I wonder how I survived my life without this kind of relationship?
Thanks to facing polyamory and dating a man who was 9 months her junior – well. I know my mom will accept me completely for who I am no matter what.
And it changed everything between us.
So I was calling her on my way to the Public Works Shop to troubleshoot some things with Mac. I was testing my shiny new Nextel phone. My old one was having two way radio issues and so I whined to my boss and went like this: “Waaaa WAAaAA waAaa…” and he okayed it for me to get a new phone.
This one is less clunky and shitty. It’s the i836, vs. the i730 that I had before. It’s a LOT lighter and I’m liking it a lot better already, even if it is a shitty Nextel.
So anyhow. Nobody commented on my journal and I’ve been trying to call her all weekend. I think I should call her before I film tonight. That’s in 30 minutes.
I’m feeling cheery.
Thanks GG.
Even if my guy thinks it’s “unrealistic,” and “too bantery.” He can play hide and go fuck himself ;)
Or … NM.
Heheheheheehe.
Anyhow.
I must go drive my shiny new car to the pickering barn where my Town Hall Meeting that I am covering with TS and TS is. (The two Tims.)
And then I’ll call Nobody on my way over.
I love that girl.
And I miss kdana. Immensely.
-Angela
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Date: 2006-06-01 02:11 am (UTC)ME too
Date: 2006-06-01 04:18 am (UTC)"it's not realistic" and blahblabha.
It's fun like that and I like it!
:D
-Angela
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Date: 2006-06-01 06:44 am (UTC)Re: ME too
Date: 2006-06-01 05:03 pm (UTC)Re: ME too
Date: 2006-06-01 05:30 pm (UTC):)
Oh. And thanks for using the uh. Smokin' icon.
-Angela
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Date: 2006-06-01 07:40 pm (UTC)But you know what? I have no major plans for going anywhere for this entire month. I'm taking a break from my social scene. So yeah, I should be around the phone more.