Mixed Emotions... Thankful Thursday

[angelak]

Thankful Thursday:

+ Music
+ Time off
+ Rufus and Fritz
+ Jim
+ My lawn is short
+ Food
+ Maintaining 160
+ Mood stabilizing (I swear to gods earlier I wanted to scream at a few people)
+ My pretty phone t509…
+ Slow walks through the woods
+ Hiking
+ Jogging. Running. Whatever.
+ Not being fat
+ Jewelry
+ No one is shooting at me
+ I have all my limbs and digits and a fully functional brain. Even if I’m pissy today.
+ My job – even if I totally am starting to hate being here. How did it get like this?
+ The delicate line of depression and contentment today .. wait, am I thankful for that?
+ I’m not a violent person. Or people would be hurt today.
+ The sweetest voice message ever from the Specialist.
+ Kenworthy.
+ I may switch up my monotony tonight.
+ Sunshine
+ Walking the boys on lunch - (trying to clear my head)
+ My boss is coming back next week. I miss the balance he gives our dept.
+ I have a few years experience. Maybe not enough yet, but someday… maybe I can be happy at work again. I am afraid my lack of contentment in this job will start to show.

Maybe I just suck enough to stay desktop support until I die.
Someone get me a drink, if that's the case.
or 20.

-Angela