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angelakIt used to be that I was stoked on a Friday.
But I feel a certain level of complacency. I don't look forward to that 6PM, I'm off for the weekend thing. I seldom have any real plans that I get to looking forward to. I'm going running... and then I may think about doing a spa thing?
I just never make my set plan, and without my set plan, I don't really get as much enjoyment out of stuff sometimes. Sure - I like some spontaneity. But, on Fridays... eh. I get indecisive when there's nothing to "do" and then when I am all around... bored, I get bluh.
So, these days - I am not so much of the Friday night plan sort.
What a drag.
I should go kick my heels or some shit. What happened to when I used to be stoked for the evening time on Fridays?
It is just a matter of lacking... uh. I don't know.
My routine is what it is. That same ole same ole routine. Woop de do, I feel like Eyore.
I know. I've whined plenty lately. But this is where my head is these days.
I think there's just some huge focus missing in my life these days, that's all.
Now the issue is figuring out what to do about it, and what it is.
Yikes.
I need a snack. Maybe some blood sugar leveling will shed some light on my current brain status.
-Angela
But I feel a certain level of complacency. I don't look forward to that 6PM, I'm off for the weekend thing. I seldom have any real plans that I get to looking forward to. I'm going running... and then I may think about doing a spa thing?
I just never make my set plan, and without my set plan, I don't really get as much enjoyment out of stuff sometimes. Sure - I like some spontaneity. But, on Fridays... eh. I get indecisive when there's nothing to "do" and then when I am all around... bored, I get bluh.
So, these days - I am not so much of the Friday night plan sort.
What a drag.
I should go kick my heels or some shit. What happened to when I used to be stoked for the evening time on Fridays?
It is just a matter of lacking... uh. I don't know.
My routine is what it is. That same ole same ole routine. Woop de do, I feel like Eyore.
I know. I've whined plenty lately. But this is where my head is these days.
I think there's just some huge focus missing in my life these days, that's all.
Now the issue is figuring out what to do about it, and what it is.
Yikes.
I need a snack. Maybe some blood sugar leveling will shed some light on my current brain status.
-Angela
