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angelakI'm an LJ loser. Okay, I used to be a more frequent poster. But wow. Life's out there to be lived. Work is out there to be done.
:D
Ah, hell. Let's face it. I'm not out of cocoon mode. For the most part I'm remaining anti-social. I guess it's what my soul needs. Every time I've thought about, or honestly made attempts to connect forces with a friend here or there, aside from OLO day... it would seem there has been something getting in the way or some issue that comes up.
Yes. It could be me. But not all of it! I'd say 50% me, 50% circumstantial.
None the less. Solitary fitness time and Jim fitness time are going well. I think I will try the safe idea of amping up some days with fitness dates with friends. Maybe things will work better that way for me socially????
Ah, holy hell. I just let things go as they may lately. And sometimes ignore all the rest.
Because I'm foolish. It's easier to turn my back on the world than to let the world outside my running route in.
My body feels so fantastic, why should I let anything ruin the peace?
Is that how I feel? Partially.
I guess what I mean for the most part is... Please don't take it personally if I've been distant.
And not to draw pity, however - for the most part, I think most average folks who know me don't really care much anyway. If folks wanted to talk, they'd phone, email, or IM. Or knock on my door. Right? Right.
To break up my post:
Happy Holidays to the Chanukkah celebrating folks. (Yesterday).
You can tell, LJ-wise I'm behind. I am parsing through some entries of friends right now because I neglect it a lot lately. But I have to pee. And work.
Let's just say I'm 93% content with life. The other 7% is too confusing to reach just yet.
And most of my hollyday consumer whoring is finished so. Life is good.
-Angela
:D
Ah, hell. Let's face it. I'm not out of cocoon mode. For the most part I'm remaining anti-social. I guess it's what my soul needs. Every time I've thought about, or honestly made attempts to connect forces with a friend here or there, aside from OLO day... it would seem there has been something getting in the way or some issue that comes up.
Yes. It could be me. But not all of it! I'd say 50% me, 50% circumstantial.
None the less. Solitary fitness time and Jim fitness time are going well. I think I will try the safe idea of amping up some days with fitness dates with friends. Maybe things will work better that way for me socially????
Ah, holy hell. I just let things go as they may lately. And sometimes ignore all the rest.
Because I'm foolish. It's easier to turn my back on the world than to let the world outside my running route in.
My body feels so fantastic, why should I let anything ruin the peace?
Is that how I feel? Partially.
I guess what I mean for the most part is... Please don't take it personally if I've been distant.
And not to draw pity, however - for the most part, I think most average folks who know me don't really care much anyway. If folks wanted to talk, they'd phone, email, or IM. Or knock on my door. Right? Right.
To break up my post:
Happy Holidays to the Chanukkah celebrating folks. (Yesterday).
You can tell, LJ-wise I'm behind. I am parsing through some entries of friends right now because I neglect it a lot lately. But I have to pee. And work.
Let's just say I'm 93% content with life. The other 7% is too confusing to reach just yet.
And most of my hollyday consumer whoring is finished so. Life is good.
-Angela
