Another 5:50-ish post.
Apr. 28th, 2004 05:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakSo the day has been relatively busy. That’s okay. I planned on having Stan his laptop at the BEGINNING of the day, but things shifted and everyone needed this and that, so he ended up getting it RIGHT after he left [at the end of the day.]
What can I say? I never got to Sharyn, though she called and harassed me. Customer service. Haha. These people think I’m a nice girl, they do. What do they know?
I wrote a ton of e-mails today. Especially to Jon, perhaps to make him feel special.
I had a great evening last night. I spontaneously headed out to Jon’s residence and hung out there until 9:15. I met 2 of his friends, Steve and Roz. They happen to be pagan, which struck me by surprise. Of course, Jon HAD to mention the concept of the swimming pool at Oloteas, and now they seem slightly frightened. Honestly, the swimming pool is one tiny aspect of Oloteas. But I find it an enjoyable one, and I am not used to pagan folk these days who are not down with public nudity. And YES I was there myself not too long ago. But how things have changed!
I felt incredibly shy, actually, around this couple. They were amazingly upbeat, and it’s not that I’m not used to that. Cheryl is always upbeat herself. Nearly always rather. No… I’m not sure why. Steve had incredibly beautiful eyes, and his girlfriend was just intriguingly nice. Though, the cigarettes were hard on me, as I hate smoke like that. It’s been a long time since I endured any of that. It takes me back to the days I used to hang out with Travis all the time. I tolerated it then much better. I felt like I was going to choke in that little house. I felt bad for feeling frustrated with it… but I’m such an avid non-smoker.
Delightful meeting. It was nice to see Jon and to be with him. It makes me long for more time, though I know I have enough going on, and I don’t want to endanger Steve’s acceptance of polyamory. So I’ll take it as patiently as I may. Patience, patience, Angela. That is what I tell myself. It’s a blessing to get any time with Jon, and I was thrilled to see him the day after I got back from the ocean. Though next time, we must do something ACTIVE. I hate sitting still.
That’s an understatement. I’m very comfortable with all that has come to pass. All of it. I’m so thrilled with it all. My forays now into polyamory, without losing Steve… sean ciall energy work, my involvement in the pagan community, it just makes me happy.
I miss my dear friends, and I want to talk to Vicki, as I didn’t have the mind power to the last time I saw her. I hope she’s not scared of me, I love her dearly. I want her to feel comfortable with me, not afraid of me.
*sighs* It’s beautiful outside. I plan on mowing the lawn when I get back from coffee Wednesday. I want to head out NOW for christsake, but I can’t. Soon. Not so far away.
I was sad to miss Oloteas, and like Julia said, I almost hate to hear about it. But I still listen with eager ears, and I will be there next month, and definitely will try and drag Jon there. Jon’s much better with people than Steve. Which isn't better, but for the Oloteas situation... it can prove more helpful. Hopefully Steve won’t want to come, because I guarantee this time he’d feel left out. I hate that! At Oloteas, I’m independent. That’s all. Anyway. It’s time for me to get out of dodge and go have coffee with some dear people [such as Vicki] who I miss greatly.
-Angela
What can I say? I never got to Sharyn, though she called and harassed me. Customer service. Haha. These people think I’m a nice girl, they do. What do they know?
I wrote a ton of e-mails today. Especially to Jon, perhaps to make him feel special.
I had a great evening last night. I spontaneously headed out to Jon’s residence and hung out there until 9:15. I met 2 of his friends, Steve and Roz. They happen to be pagan, which struck me by surprise. Of course, Jon HAD to mention the concept of the swimming pool at Oloteas, and now they seem slightly frightened. Honestly, the swimming pool is one tiny aspect of Oloteas. But I find it an enjoyable one, and I am not used to pagan folk these days who are not down with public nudity. And YES I was there myself not too long ago. But how things have changed!
I felt incredibly shy, actually, around this couple. They were amazingly upbeat, and it’s not that I’m not used to that. Cheryl is always upbeat herself. Nearly always rather. No… I’m not sure why. Steve had incredibly beautiful eyes, and his girlfriend was just intriguingly nice. Though, the cigarettes were hard on me, as I hate smoke like that. It’s been a long time since I endured any of that. It takes me back to the days I used to hang out with Travis all the time. I tolerated it then much better. I felt like I was going to choke in that little house. I felt bad for feeling frustrated with it… but I’m such an avid non-smoker.
Delightful meeting. It was nice to see Jon and to be with him. It makes me long for more time, though I know I have enough going on, and I don’t want to endanger Steve’s acceptance of polyamory. So I’ll take it as patiently as I may. Patience, patience, Angela. That is what I tell myself. It’s a blessing to get any time with Jon, and I was thrilled to see him the day after I got back from the ocean. Though next time, we must do something ACTIVE. I hate sitting still.
That’s an understatement. I’m very comfortable with all that has come to pass. All of it. I’m so thrilled with it all. My forays now into polyamory, without losing Steve… sean ciall energy work, my involvement in the pagan community, it just makes me happy.
I miss my dear friends, and I want to talk to Vicki, as I didn’t have the mind power to the last time I saw her. I hope she’s not scared of me, I love her dearly. I want her to feel comfortable with me, not afraid of me.
*sighs* It’s beautiful outside. I plan on mowing the lawn when I get back from coffee Wednesday. I want to head out NOW for christsake, but I can’t. Soon. Not so far away.
I was sad to miss Oloteas, and like Julia said, I almost hate to hear about it. But I still listen with eager ears, and I will be there next month, and definitely will try and drag Jon there. Jon’s much better with people than Steve. Which isn't better, but for the Oloteas situation... it can prove more helpful. Hopefully Steve won’t want to come, because I guarantee this time he’d feel left out. I hate that! At Oloteas, I’m independent. That’s all. Anyway. It’s time for me to get out of dodge and go have coffee with some dear people [such as Vicki] who I miss greatly.
-Angela
