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angelakI feel tired and under motivated. Help, help. I know I should have gotten up at 6 when I felt awake. Instead I turned over and went back to sleep until 6:30--- consequently, now I feel deadly tired and I can’t seem to get my ass moving.
Next week I am working 7AM-4PM. Sounds blissful. Tim is taking 9-6.
Maybe I can get back on my exercise schedule easier next week. I feel so crappy about it. The crowd [Cheryl, Vicki, whoever] mock their parents for counting calories. What does that say about me? I also have a pretty strict watch on my intake when possible. *shrugs*
It used to bug me when Steve tried to say I was anorexic. That’s just lame. He used it for a while because I was utterly OBSESSED with counting and tracking it. He altogether discouraged me when I was trying to get in shape better, a while back. He would constantly tell me I was doing too much and eating too little, when I had done all the research, and acquired the correct numbers [in estimate form] for my build/activity level. It was really difficult at the time, because he did provide a lot of discouragement. NEH. Whatever :D Course, I never thought I would be that way, ever, in highschool/junior high.
I really hate anorexic jokes anyway, just because one of my best friends ever, was anorexic, so unless used in proper context, I think it’s a poor choice of description for someone who is just insecure. [In other words, unless they truly ARE, then it’s actually not a good idea to use sarcastically.]
Neh. No REAL matter. Just a thought that bounced around in my head briefly.
Neh. I should go do work. I just feel so freaking tired. Even the coffee just isn’t cutting it.
-Angela
Next week I am working 7AM-4PM. Sounds blissful. Tim is taking 9-6.
Maybe I can get back on my exercise schedule easier next week. I feel so crappy about it. The crowd [Cheryl, Vicki, whoever] mock their parents for counting calories. What does that say about me? I also have a pretty strict watch on my intake when possible. *shrugs*
It used to bug me when Steve tried to say I was anorexic. That’s just lame. He used it for a while because I was utterly OBSESSED with counting and tracking it. He altogether discouraged me when I was trying to get in shape better, a while back. He would constantly tell me I was doing too much and eating too little, when I had done all the research, and acquired the correct numbers [in estimate form] for my build/activity level. It was really difficult at the time, because he did provide a lot of discouragement. NEH. Whatever :D Course, I never thought I would be that way, ever, in highschool/junior high.
I really hate anorexic jokes anyway, just because one of my best friends ever, was anorexic, so unless used in proper context, I think it’s a poor choice of description for someone who is just insecure. [In other words, unless they truly ARE, then it’s actually not a good idea to use sarcastically.]
Neh. No REAL matter. Just a thought that bounced around in my head briefly.
Neh. I should go do work. I just feel so freaking tired. Even the coffee just isn’t cutting it.
-Angela
