Weekend Report
Jun. 22nd, 2004 05:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakGah. Where to begin with my real weekend update? JEeeeeeeeeeeez.
Alright. *sighs* TO begin!
FRIDAY
Kicked ass. Steve was feeling like being special to me. He bought me flowers, and had a picnic all ready in the car. We took the Camaro. I was only slightly moody. It happens when I am actually pretty hungry. That and some surprises confuse me. It ended up to be a lot of fun. Went to the park, ate some good food and spent time together. Was meaningful. I just didn’t show my best appreciation. I’m getting pretty bad about that.
THEN we went to Best Buy. Got our mini dishwasher... but we now have to find a way to fit it in the house. It’s still a little too big. YIPES! Steve has an idea--- but how soon will that occur? I can’t be too demanding. The little chores are far more important.
Mkay. So then we went to my parents’ apt. and visited dad briefly. Dropped the dogs off. Met Mark at Wendy’s. Got Wendy’s, came back to visit dad with Mark.
I was determined to keep Steve out with me until 3AM. Mostly because the entire month of April spent out until 3AM with OTHER people. [Jon in particular].
Went to Mark’s basement. I was tired. Fell asleep on Steve briefly, visited with Mark and Jen. Woohoo.
Went home.
Saturday
What happened Saturday again? Shit, can’t seem to remember! Hm. I know I slept in... and then I must have went to my parents’ apt again. I can’t dredge it out of my memory. But I know it was ... fun?
Sunday
Fun! Hung out with Steve. I think we got along? In the morning. Got my dad’s gift [wine... I needed Steve to buy it for me to give to dad... technically he provided a minor with alcohol... cept that I just then gave it to my dad.. hah].
Hm. Hung out with Grandparents and other family. Was fun! Nice drive in Camaro. ENJOYED the sun immensely.
Went home and argued with Steve I think. Can’t recall anymore. Lousy memory.
Monday
Steve went to work. HAPPY LITHA EVERYONE! Yeay for the summer solstice .... now darkness will return. Slowly.
Hm Went and got Jon. Played with dogs at his house. Decided to go to the beach at Shoreline. Ran on the beach barefoot. Jon yelped about hot pavement and sharp rocks. I didn’t feel a thing. Love my feet!!!!
Dogs played on beach.
Went to Issaquah, fed dogs. Left for Redmond. Went to store with mom and James. Got REALLY warm out [I drove the whole time in my beloved Teal Camaro...] Got a bit of sun. YEAY.
Um.
Then went back, went swimming in apt. pool. Had a blast. Jogged in 92 degree weather for the fun of it. HM. What else? This is shorter than usual because I’m not in the patient mood to write as much. I think I’ve been writing a lot all day so this is less ..... of a focus issue for me.
Alright. So here’s a wild thing. After we went swimming, I was hungry. We all decided to go out to eat. SO... I called Steve and invited him along. He accepted, knowing Jon would be there. He hesitated, but accepted anyway. So... that didn’t feel so bad to me. But Steve really hated it, apparently. [I sat between them, and the rest of my family was there also. I knew it’d be weird, but everyone seemed aight.]
Jeah. So that was that.
Dropped Jon off hurriedly [to go to spend more time with Steve]...
Took a long route home, was frustrated. Argued with Steve. Ended night talking in bed happily. Fell asleep, happy.
Tuesday thus far
Went to work. During work--- got into massive e-fight #2 with Steve. E-mails flying back and forth. Big rift. I’m dumb. I keep threatening to leave. That’s the wrong approach and I know it. But I feel like pulling away from him so strongly. The truth is, I do want to work things out. And it is my goal that we will. SO MOTE IT BE.
Met him for lunch after massive e-fight.
Took TOO long of a lunch. No one noticed. *phew*
Let’s see.
News for the crew:
STEVE IS COMING TO NEXT OLOTEAS.
STEVE HAS A LIVEJOURNAL.
SOMEONE FUCKING ADD HIM TO YOUR LIST, PLEASE???? :P I am his only friend. How fucking sad is that???
Okay, no more shouting: onwards.
Steve is interested in actively finding a niche at Olo, without driving me to the mental ward. He wants to get more comfortable there. He said so.
Steve is interested in trying to learn and even participate more in the community itself, slowly. He’s starting with the pool and swim trunks. *giggles* [probably].
Umm... other than that? Eeesh! Who knows. Some promising [and difficult] things were discussed in regards to Steve and poly. I feel like maybe we’re actually headed in the right direction. All I can do is hold on and hope things work the best they can.
Perhaps I can build more respect back for him. The fights aren’t all bad. They’re just not comfortable.
He says things that sound so very promising. He also knows how to hit my buttons.... wrong. I guess we’ll learn along the way. Something shifted today. I hope I can have the will that I have had to keep us together, as I have had in the past.
-Angela
Alright. *sighs* TO begin!
FRIDAY
Kicked ass. Steve was feeling like being special to me. He bought me flowers, and had a picnic all ready in the car. We took the Camaro. I was only slightly moody. It happens when I am actually pretty hungry. That and some surprises confuse me. It ended up to be a lot of fun. Went to the park, ate some good food and spent time together. Was meaningful. I just didn’t show my best appreciation. I’m getting pretty bad about that.
THEN we went to Best Buy. Got our mini dishwasher... but we now have to find a way to fit it in the house. It’s still a little too big. YIPES! Steve has an idea--- but how soon will that occur? I can’t be too demanding. The little chores are far more important.
Mkay. So then we went to my parents’ apt. and visited dad briefly. Dropped the dogs off. Met Mark at Wendy’s. Got Wendy’s, came back to visit dad with Mark.
I was determined to keep Steve out with me until 3AM. Mostly because the entire month of April spent out until 3AM with OTHER people. [Jon in particular].
Went to Mark’s basement. I was tired. Fell asleep on Steve briefly, visited with Mark and Jen. Woohoo.
Went home.
Saturday
What happened Saturday again? Shit, can’t seem to remember! Hm. I know I slept in... and then I must have went to my parents’ apt again. I can’t dredge it out of my memory. But I know it was ... fun?
Sunday
Fun! Hung out with Steve. I think we got along? In the morning. Got my dad’s gift [wine... I needed Steve to buy it for me to give to dad... technically he provided a minor with alcohol... cept that I just then gave it to my dad.. hah].
Hm. Hung out with Grandparents and other family. Was fun! Nice drive in Camaro. ENJOYED the sun immensely.
Went home and argued with Steve I think. Can’t recall anymore. Lousy memory.
Monday
Steve went to work. HAPPY LITHA EVERYONE! Yeay for the summer solstice .... now darkness will return. Slowly.
Hm Went and got Jon. Played with dogs at his house. Decided to go to the beach at Shoreline. Ran on the beach barefoot. Jon yelped about hot pavement and sharp rocks. I didn’t feel a thing. Love my feet!!!!
Dogs played on beach.
Went to Issaquah, fed dogs. Left for Redmond. Went to store with mom and James. Got REALLY warm out [I drove the whole time in my beloved Teal Camaro...] Got a bit of sun. YEAY.
Um.
Then went back, went swimming in apt. pool. Had a blast. Jogged in 92 degree weather for the fun of it. HM. What else? This is shorter than usual because I’m not in the patient mood to write as much. I think I’ve been writing a lot all day so this is less ..... of a focus issue for me.
Alright. So here’s a wild thing. After we went swimming, I was hungry. We all decided to go out to eat. SO... I called Steve and invited him along. He accepted, knowing Jon would be there. He hesitated, but accepted anyway. So... that didn’t feel so bad to me. But Steve really hated it, apparently. [I sat between them, and the rest of my family was there also. I knew it’d be weird, but everyone seemed aight.]
Jeah. So that was that.
Dropped Jon off hurriedly [to go to spend more time with Steve]...
Took a long route home, was frustrated. Argued with Steve. Ended night talking in bed happily. Fell asleep, happy.
Tuesday thus far
Went to work. During work--- got into massive e-fight #2 with Steve. E-mails flying back and forth. Big rift. I’m dumb. I keep threatening to leave. That’s the wrong approach and I know it. But I feel like pulling away from him so strongly. The truth is, I do want to work things out. And it is my goal that we will. SO MOTE IT BE.
Met him for lunch after massive e-fight.
Took TOO long of a lunch. No one noticed. *phew*
Let’s see.
News for the crew:
STEVE IS COMING TO NEXT OLOTEAS.
STEVE HAS A LIVEJOURNAL.
SOMEONE FUCKING ADD HIM TO YOUR LIST, PLEASE???? :P I am his only friend. How fucking sad is that???
Okay, no more shouting: onwards.
Steve is interested in actively finding a niche at Olo, without driving me to the mental ward. He wants to get more comfortable there. He said so.
Steve is interested in trying to learn and even participate more in the community itself, slowly. He’s starting with the pool and swim trunks. *giggles* [probably].
Umm... other than that? Eeesh! Who knows. Some promising [and difficult] things were discussed in regards to Steve and poly. I feel like maybe we’re actually headed in the right direction. All I can do is hold on and hope things work the best they can.
Perhaps I can build more respect back for him. The fights aren’t all bad. They’re just not comfortable.
He says things that sound so very promising. He also knows how to hit my buttons.... wrong. I guess we’ll learn along the way. Something shifted today. I hope I can have the will that I have had to keep us together, as I have had in the past.
-Angela
