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angelakYesterday sucked me dry of energy.
I felt crummy, Steve kept bringing people [namely his mother and brother] into my pig-sty of a house, and I was just not reacting well to that. I hate it when I come home and there is someone unexpectedly at my house ...
If my house is clean, that’s one thing. But if it’s a freaking mess like it is now...
I get really unhappy.
Especially twice in one day. Once on my lunch break-his mom.
Second when I got off- his brother.
Who promptly commented, “wow. It looks.....*pause* ... Lived in...”
Thanks. Now I really wanted to scream “GET OUT OF MY HOUSE”. Well. Not really.
Not that his family is bad... but especially with his mother in particular, I CARE ABOUT MY HOUSE IMAGE.
I was depressed about that a bit, and my uterus was throbbing. So I opted to go for a brief hike [as the days are getting shorter and I’m starting to feel summer’s sweet energy fading from us.....]... because I know that I can hardly concentrate on pain when I am depriving myself of oxygen or trancing.
Went for a quick hike. It felt good. Day 2 in a row I was able to get out and on the cable line trail.
I felt a strong urge to hug a tree, and ground with some earthy energy to make it all better. It did help a great deal.
Excited to see SK Gribble this weekend, and of course, the one and only Inna-bo-bina.
*deep sigh* So I came home and crashed. Fell asleep from 9-12... stayed up from 12-2.. went to sleep again, woke up for work around 6.
Yeay.
Friday, here we go.
-Angela
I felt crummy, Steve kept bringing people [namely his mother and brother] into my pig-sty of a house, and I was just not reacting well to that. I hate it when I come home and there is someone unexpectedly at my house ...
If my house is clean, that’s one thing. But if it’s a freaking mess like it is now...
I get really unhappy.
Especially twice in one day. Once on my lunch break-his mom.
Second when I got off- his brother.
Who promptly commented, “wow. It looks.....*pause* ... Lived in...”
Thanks. Now I really wanted to scream “GET OUT OF MY HOUSE”. Well. Not really.
Not that his family is bad... but especially with his mother in particular, I CARE ABOUT MY HOUSE IMAGE.
I was depressed about that a bit, and my uterus was throbbing. So I opted to go for a brief hike [as the days are getting shorter and I’m starting to feel summer’s sweet energy fading from us.....]... because I know that I can hardly concentrate on pain when I am depriving myself of oxygen or trancing.
Went for a quick hike. It felt good. Day 2 in a row I was able to get out and on the cable line trail.
I felt a strong urge to hug a tree, and ground with some earthy energy to make it all better. It did help a great deal.
Excited to see SK Gribble this weekend, and of course, the one and only Inna-bo-bina.
*deep sigh* So I came home and crashed. Fell asleep from 9-12... stayed up from 12-2.. went to sleep again, woke up for work around 6.
Yeay.
Friday, here we go.
-Angela
