Life.

[angelak]

The universe shifts and moves.
Excitement brews. To live alone and start everything my way.
A new chapter of my life has begun. I don’t regret it. I take the pain in it’s own simple dose. I am feeling all the real emotion that was, and is. And it’s okay.
You who support me know not your worth.
Special thanks to Robert, for lending me his ear, his company, and his caring.
As for Steve. I do plan on being friends with him—but at this time, I need a complete break from his presence. May he know that my love for him has been real, and that the growth and experiences we had together were, and always be valuable to me.

May he also understand my need to follow my path.

-Angela

Comments

[aroidan.livejournal.com]

Angela, I care for you always and hope at the least we can be friends. I will not lie that I wish to be more then that. I understand your need to follow your own path and wish to support you as much as I can. I wish you didn't need a complete break from my presence, but I do understand.

I hope at the least that we can chat online and email each other if nothing else. We have a bond that will last forever. I hope by presence you just mean you can't see me. That is fine for now. I hope this goes by quickly and that eventually we can be re-united if only as friends.

Friends can always grow to more. I hope we can regain that friendship. You have meant a lot to me and still do. I hope you realize how much I have grown in the past few months. How much I plan to grow in the months to come. I hope you can love me again like you used to, I hope you can realize how much I have changed.

It started several weeks ago. Things were hard at first but it forced me to come to grips with something I had long feared. I had hoped you had noticed this. I hope that will let me tag along on your journey again someday.

Please stay in touch with me. If by nothing else then email and Live journal.

Love you always,

-Steve

Ohh btw

[aroidan.livejournal.com]

If even my posting on LJ or sending you an email or an IM is a problem. Let me know please. I will cut back as much as I can. I just like to stay in touch. I have this really bad habit of losing friends I don't stay in contact with and I don't want that to happen with you. I hope to hear your soothing voice again soon.

Love ya,

-Steve