Sort of substance based update. hah.

[angelak]

Life seems to be going in some strange time warp.

Things continue happening, and I have so many things to contemplate and figure out. Reality check this weekend; thank you for laying it on the line for me. You know who you are.

I am getting used to the routine of having my own space. I got my pretty dishes, and I am very proud of them. They’re preeettty. I have a lot to do today; but I want to post this and let myself have some time to breathe.

SO much has been going on and I’ve had little ambition to update about any of it. Mostly because of time constraints. Here I thought I would have, “all this free time,” well in actuality, as usual… any free time of mine is instantly consumed by that which can be defined as “loved ones.”

Rehearsal, RS, Inna, Rehearsal, friends, dogs, family—soon more exercise.
So much healing to do, so much love around me. It’s an intricate line I have been walking, as well as will be walking. Yes, in the perfect world, some time single and alone would be the best case scenario. But some things just happen for a reason.

My world is so different now. It’s a collide-a-scope of confusion and pure happiness. For the most part—a purer form of happiness.


Eh. Less ambition to do a day by day today. Screw it.
I’m tired still. And I don’t feel like leaving my house. Even though I have plans with Kelsi later. Gah. I’ma go lay down for a bit and try and get a little more recharging in.

-Angela

Comments

[rconiv.livejournal.com]

Yea that sounds about right. My free time when ever I have it is used for the same.

Interesting

[(Anonymous)]

Hmm. Well... kinda sounds about normal for you, though, I think. I mean, what is this "free time" thing you speak of? An odd concept by the sound of it...

~Lb