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angelakI'm dumb.
Overly emotional.
Useless.
And, I should just deal with it.
But it isn't that easy realizing you're just not that important.
Actions speak far louder than words.
Or something.
Cheryl: this doesn't involve you. I want you to know that.
For all intents and purposes: I'm a blind fool.
And I feel quite humiliated.
-Angela
Overly emotional.
Useless.
And, I should just deal with it.
But it isn't that easy realizing you're just not that important.
Actions speak far louder than words.
Or something.
Cheryl: this doesn't involve you. I want you to know that.
For all intents and purposes: I'm a blind fool.
And I feel quite humiliated.
-Angela
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Date: 2004-12-26 05:40 am (UTC)*hugs*
Date: 2004-12-26 04:18 pm (UTC)*hugs* That's all I can say to you.
You've always inspired me greatly.
And you do fucking rock!
Much love,
-Angela
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Date: 2004-12-26 08:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-26 10:29 am (UTC)I was serious last night. If you need someone to talk to, btch at or just a hug, I'm here and you have my number.
Thanks...
Date: 2004-12-26 04:11 pm (UTC)But I knew if I did I would have started crying.
And I hate crying in front of people.
Your support was much appreciated, however brief.
Things are sorting themselves out.
Much love,
-Angela
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Date: 2004-12-26 11:53 am (UTC)You're right.
Date: 2004-12-26 04:13 pm (UTC)Communication is the root of all relief in this area.
Thanks for hanging out and being such a cool friend.
You're special to me in a lot of ways, even if it's few and far between days that we get the opportunity to connect. Thanks for being you.
Thanks for relating to me.
-Angela
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Date: 2004-12-26 11:54 am (UTC)1) You're not dumb at all, I've never seen you come close to being overly emotional, and you may be the most capable person your age I've ever seen.
2) Someone else's perceptions of you and behavior toward you don't affect the reality of who you are.
3) I don't know anything about the situation you're talking about, but it's possible that the other person/people involved just aren't thinking, rather than not caring. The two don't always go together, no matter how much we all wish they did.
4) Speaking as someone who was a seriously blind fool in a recent relationship, being a blind fool sucks big fat hairy rocks ... but it's how we learn important lessons. If that is what's going on, then don't feel foolish for putting yourself in the position to learn this lesson. It would only be foolish if you now refused to actually learn it.
Hugs, shoulders, and ears available on request.
Thanks
Date: 2004-12-26 04:16 pm (UTC)2- It's always good to remind yourself of that simple truth. Sometimes we can forget these things.
3- This was very much the case. Thanks for your insight. Really, really.
4- Even though this wasn't entirely the case, I still learned the lesson. It IS scary to put yourself in that position. But sometimes we learn most about ourselves when we do this.
Thanks much for everything.
Much love to you as well ;)
-Angela
Whoa.
Date: 2004-12-26 01:45 pm (UTC)Consider all of the support offered by everyone else available from me, too, should you want/need it.
Re: Whoa.
Date: 2004-12-26 04:17 pm (UTC)*hugs* Thanks. The available support is very meaningful to me.
-Angela
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Date: 2004-12-26 09:46 pm (UTC)This is from memory too...
Date: 2004-12-27 04:12 pm (UTC)Anyway, just thought I'd let you know that...
Re: This is from memory too...
Date: 2004-12-27 04:52 pm (UTC)I seriously can't wait to meet up with you soon.
-Angela
Re: This is from memory too...
Date: 2004-12-28 08:47 am (UTC)