A real update
Jan. 6th, 2005 11:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakSo here it is. Some exciting things have already revealed themselves, and so very early in the year!
New Years revealed my reunion with Travis, and the acceptance that if they ever *did* reunite as a couple, I think things would be a lot different. Though, there is no steadfast way to see where that one will go.
Also; New Years brought the dawning realization that I was sheer, utterly, and ultimately HAPPY.
Friends, family, my community, my magickal partner, my teachers, and my lovers are awesome.
That there is nothing in my life that Steve had provided, that I'm not getting now. There's no part of that expanse of time, that I am lacking RIGHT now. I have all the love that is my will, if not MORE. And I have many things I wasn't able to touch on before.
My path and Steve could never mix. With Steve in my life as a primary; it was impeding my spiritual path in so many ways. I have now dawned and come to the realization that really, seriously... there is no one thing I am missing, now that he's gone.
ONWARDS to lighter subjects:
January 5th=An awesome day of reunion with Elisabeth. Yes, enthusiastic as usual. Yeay for pretty long hair. [Don’t cut it off yet, Elisabeth!]
A nice dinner and good conversation, roving from topic to topic. So utterly much to catch up on. It’s amazing the things you forget that really shifted and moved your life about in such a time span. It was quite pleasant!
I’m excited, Elisabeth is coming to Oloteas on the 22nd! Eeeep.
YEAY! And perhaps Keith. Long story about Keith. I cannot believe how freaky the degree of separation can be! Omgs.
The memories of Keith and things he would mention are coming back to me right now. He mentioned his “ex-fiance,” coming back up from California. I rolled my eyes thinking nothing of it, like, “you’re way too young to have an ex-fiance, you silly fr00t.” was kind of my attitude on it, and I passed it off. STRANGE.
So many strange things. Like the moment on the street corner where the realization came to be that we were talking about the same Keith.
Like each little description fact, one by one, matching up. WHY OF COURSE it’s the same guy. Oh, wow.
Just things kept creeping back, and they still are, about the character that I had only brushed into again and again.
SO SO SOOOOO glad to have stumbled into that girl. She rocks so hard.
Goodness only knows what other insane things will crop up as my life progresses. The universe loves to giggle.
-Angela
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Date: 2005-01-06 12:36 pm (UTC):D
Date: 2005-01-06 12:40 pm (UTC)hehe. :X
Next week jeah uh huh we'll see jeah.
-Angela
Re: :D
Date: 2005-01-06 12:44 pm (UTC)What, you'll be busy or I'll forget? `^_^
Re: :D
Date: 2005-01-06 01:00 pm (UTC)That message.
I was just typing for the sake of typing. There was no secondary meaning to the words.
;)
-Karen
Re: :D
Date: 2005-01-06 01:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-06 04:20 pm (UTC)I really feel like making a very girly "squee" like noise...
lol
Date: 2005-01-06 04:33 pm (UTC)Teehee.
No snow; just rain here.
It's not so cold today.
-Angela
Heh
Date: 2005-01-07 09:59 am (UTC)