Hm.

[angelak]

Maybe it's silly to cut myself off from LJ.
Perhaps I'm over-reacting over a few mistakes I made.
Yeah.
I'm not sure.
Just creeped out by how stupid/thoughtless I can be, that's all.

I think of how I could *change* my methods and be more aware; but what if I fail?
Hm. Guess that's a bad way to look at anything. ;)
Merely that the effort and thoughts of not making self-destructive posts has always been a thought in my mind. And I've done it anyway...

-Angela

Comments

[damiana-swan.livejournal.com]

Don't be afraid of making mistakes, hon. That's how we learn, and how we figure out what we still need to learn. Screwing something up is annoying, and it often means putting in more effort to get it unscrewed again, but very very seldom is it something that you'll need to change your entire life over. Little bits of it, perhaps, but generally not much more.

Yeah

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I know that.
I'm merely speaking about live journal, mostly.
I guess in some way LJ could be a "little bit" of it.
Hm.
So sleepy this morning.
Really could fall asleep right here at my desk.

-Angela

[moshker.livejournal.com]

I think it is totally appropriate to make private entries that you aren't comfortable sharing with everyone. I do that too. Sometimes though I share my deepest freak with my closest friends and I hope that they will understand that it is a snapshot of a particular moment and not a sign of a systemic emotional breakdown.

ja

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

I do that too.
It's not as though every entry is apparent to everyone.
But? I don't know. I just made a mistake that I guess I'm still freaking out over with it.

but then. I also have to allow myself to learn from them and not be so black and white about it. That's true. Nothing is black or white.

-Angela