2AM, Steve, dear folks.

( Steve and self torment. Read this. It’s actually not ranking on him! )

*sighs* I’m alright today so far. I’m surviving. Things don’t seem so bad. But I do need to make the move with the aircards WITHOUT profiles working. And that’s okay. Another solution has come to pass, and now I feel better about it all. The significance of this project worries me less, because other crap happened that made it feel less significant.

It’s all good. I can make it through the day. And today and Thursday have been reserved as Steve days, because I couldn’t do housework with him Tuesday. So I owe him some time. Frankly… I’d like nothing different than to be with him for the next 2 days. I have full confidence that we’ll even get along.

Speaking to the universe:
You’re doing this on purpose aren’t you? And laughing madly.

Speaking to Cheryl:
There was a shift. We felt it. It’s clear to me now. Things are settling.

Speaking to both Cheryl and Vicki:
Thank you both for listening to me. I can’t express how much I just needed a friend, and needed to talk. I think Bobby completely missed the point that I just needed a friend. His focus was elsewhere. That’s okay. I don’t want to whine.

SK:
I’d LOVE to have lunch with you today. I should call you.

-Angela

SK rules.

Had lunch with Stephen. That was pleasant. I hope Steve’ll be down with coffee night. If not, I won’t be there. If so, I’ll be there in a heartbeat. At least for part of the time.

Today was much improved.

*sigh of relief.* Thank you universe, REALLY.

EDIT:

I just talked to Steve on MSN. He sent me these e-mails that he and a co-worker had been exchanging about beliefs/religion. Suddenly I'm awe-striken at parts of his own ideology [which he refuses to call magick, but more power of the mind] that actually hit on my own. Seems to me the biggest difference is the fact that our vocabulary differs, as well as other slight details. Cheryl: something HAD to have shifted. Of course, Steve totally believes those are a farse too. LOL. Silly conservative. Silly Republican. Silly Christian. And I screw him, why again? hahaha.
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I WILL be at coffee today.

YEAY!

-Angela