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Nov. 30th, 2006
Ever feel like?
Nov. 30th, 2006 12:50 pmEver feel like close friends to confide in are so far away?
*sighs*
At least, the kind that are best suited for the things I want to ramble about.
*grumbles*
That sounds horrible - but the truth is just like that.
I am sometimes cold, and if folks go on the wrong tangent or give me a response I absolutely disagree with - if I am in the wrong mood I just get outright vengeful about things.
The things in my head aren't angry things either. They're just things.
No one to have a heart to heart with. SofaKing lame.
I should take lunch soon.
I hope my boss isn't tired of hearing my fingers clack away at my keyboard at warp speed.
I've been commenting 93285092385602 comments on LJ today.
Yesterday I felt inclined to make it myspace comment day.
I just blah. HELP.
I get annoyed also when folks think I am constantly upset when I have like TWO freakout days in the entire month.
And yet I read some melancholy bullshit in their LJ moderately frequently.
Give me a fucking break.
No, this is not about you. Stop being so self centered as to think every elusive statement is somehow driven at *YOU*, Okay?
Oh, was that snotty and rude? Damnit, I did it again.
Or should I say, "Oops, I did it again."
Honest, I'm fine.
I must clarify. Some folks are better at pushing my "fly off the handle," button than others. No matter how much I care for them as people and individuals and my friends.
Anyway. Luckily it is rare that Jim ever presses those buttons. And if he does, I have to admit. Our discussions just get downright amusing. Even if we get annoyed at each other briefly. Zomgs I love us. I think one of the things I love most about him is that he realizes: Sometimes people talk to rant, not to find a solution.
He said this to me once. And he wasn't referring to just women.
It made me want to squeeze him to death with a hug. I was like, "So true."
-Angela
*sighs*
At least, the kind that are best suited for the things I want to ramble about.
*grumbles*
That sounds horrible - but the truth is just like that.
I am sometimes cold, and if folks go on the wrong tangent or give me a response I absolutely disagree with - if I am in the wrong mood I just get outright vengeful about things.
The things in my head aren't angry things either. They're just things.
No one to have a heart to heart with. SofaKing lame.
I should take lunch soon.
I hope my boss isn't tired of hearing my fingers clack away at my keyboard at warp speed.
I've been commenting 93285092385602 comments on LJ today.
Yesterday I felt inclined to make it myspace comment day.
I just blah. HELP.
I get annoyed also when folks think I am constantly upset when I have like TWO freakout days in the entire month.
And yet I read some melancholy bullshit in their LJ moderately frequently.
Give me a fucking break.
No, this is not about you. Stop being so self centered as to think every elusive statement is somehow driven at *YOU*, Okay?
Oh, was that snotty and rude? Damnit, I did it again.
Or should I say, "Oops, I did it again."
Honest, I'm fine.
I must clarify. Some folks are better at pushing my "fly off the handle," button than others. No matter how much I care for them as people and individuals and my friends.
Anyway. Luckily it is rare that Jim ever presses those buttons. And if he does, I have to admit. Our discussions just get downright amusing. Even if we get annoyed at each other briefly. Zomgs I love us. I think one of the things I love most about him is that he realizes: Sometimes people talk to rant, not to find a solution.
He said this to me once. And he wasn't referring to just women.
It made me want to squeeze him to death with a hug. I was like, "So true."
-Angela
Thankful Thursday
Nov. 30th, 2006 05:32 pmThankful Thursday:
+Jim
+Appreciation
+Affection
+Classy
+Melting snow/ice so I can resume my running/see my boyfriend
+So many good books lately
+Dogs who snuggle whilst I read
+Dogs to keep me warm with this freezing weather
+Pauliepie IMed me last night. And it was a meaningful convo.
+All of my friends
+My glasses for when my eyes start bugging me
+My laptop
+My home
+Sleep
+That I do not have to buy gaming systems to enjoy them. HAH someone else can pay! (because I never would)
+Lifesaver Gummies
+Wafer Cookies
+Wintery Walks
+My neighbors do not hate me
+Good co-workers
+The ability to fix stuff. Even if I am really lazy anymore.
+Motivation and exercise
+Some other stuff that I cannot think of right now
-Angela
+Jim
+Appreciation
+Affection
+Classy
+Melting snow/ice so I can resume my running/see my boyfriend
+So many good books lately
+Dogs who snuggle whilst I read
+Dogs to keep me warm with this freezing weather
+Pauliepie IMed me last night. And it was a meaningful convo.
+All of my friends
+My glasses for when my eyes start bugging me
+My laptop
+My home
+Sleep
+That I do not have to buy gaming systems to enjoy them. HAH someone else can pay! (because I never would)
+Lifesaver Gummies
+Wafer Cookies
+Wintery Walks
+My neighbors do not hate me
+Good co-workers
+The ability to fix stuff. Even if I am really lazy anymore.
+Motivation and exercise
+Some other stuff that I cannot think of right now
-Angela