Ever feel like?
Nov. 30th, 2006 12:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakEver feel like close friends to confide in are so far away?
*sighs*
At least, the kind that are best suited for the things I want to ramble about.
*grumbles*
That sounds horrible - but the truth is just like that.
I am sometimes cold, and if folks go on the wrong tangent or give me a response I absolutely disagree with - if I am in the wrong mood I just get outright vengeful about things.
The things in my head aren't angry things either. They're just things.
No one to have a heart to heart with. SofaKing lame.
I should take lunch soon.
I hope my boss isn't tired of hearing my fingers clack away at my keyboard at warp speed.
I've been commenting 93285092385602 comments on LJ today.
Yesterday I felt inclined to make it myspace comment day.
I just blah. HELP.
I get annoyed also when folks think I am constantly upset when I have like TWO freakout days in the entire month.
And yet I read some melancholy bullshit in their LJ moderately frequently.
Give me a fucking break.
No, this is not about you. Stop being so self centered as to think every elusive statement is somehow driven at *YOU*, Okay?
Oh, was that snotty and rude? Damnit, I did it again.
Or should I say, "Oops, I did it again."
Honest, I'm fine.
I must clarify. Some folks are better at pushing my "fly off the handle," button than others. No matter how much I care for them as people and individuals and my friends.
Anyway. Luckily it is rare that Jim ever presses those buttons. And if he does, I have to admit. Our discussions just get downright amusing. Even if we get annoyed at each other briefly. Zomgs I love us. I think one of the things I love most about him is that he realizes: Sometimes people talk to rant, not to find a solution.
He said this to me once. And he wasn't referring to just women.
It made me want to squeeze him to death with a hug. I was like, "So true."
-Angela
*sighs*
At least, the kind that are best suited for the things I want to ramble about.
*grumbles*
That sounds horrible - but the truth is just like that.
I am sometimes cold, and if folks go on the wrong tangent or give me a response I absolutely disagree with - if I am in the wrong mood I just get outright vengeful about things.
The things in my head aren't angry things either. They're just things.
No one to have a heart to heart with. SofaKing lame.
I should take lunch soon.
I hope my boss isn't tired of hearing my fingers clack away at my keyboard at warp speed.
I've been commenting 93285092385602 comments on LJ today.
Yesterday I felt inclined to make it myspace comment day.
I just blah. HELP.
I get annoyed also when folks think I am constantly upset when I have like TWO freakout days in the entire month.
And yet I read some melancholy bullshit in their LJ moderately frequently.
Give me a fucking break.
No, this is not about you. Stop being so self centered as to think every elusive statement is somehow driven at *YOU*, Okay?
Oh, was that snotty and rude? Damnit, I did it again.
Or should I say, "Oops, I did it again."
Honest, I'm fine.
I must clarify. Some folks are better at pushing my "fly off the handle," button than others. No matter how much I care for them as people and individuals and my friends.
Anyway. Luckily it is rare that Jim ever presses those buttons. And if he does, I have to admit. Our discussions just get downright amusing. Even if we get annoyed at each other briefly. Zomgs I love us. I think one of the things I love most about him is that he realizes: Sometimes people talk to rant, not to find a solution.
He said this to me once. And he wasn't referring to just women.
It made me want to squeeze him to death with a hug. I was like, "So true."
-Angela
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Date: 2006-11-30 08:54 pm (UTC)So incredibly true.
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Date: 2006-11-30 09:18 pm (UTC)I know what you mean.
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Date: 2006-11-30 10:04 pm (UTC)Heh, is that a "me" reference or just a coincidence?
*hugs* It'd be nice to see you again!
Let me know about this Saturday. I'm 95% sure that I'm open for the evening (with Whitney, too!).
If not, yes, Tuesday would be good!
Hang in there, babe!
hahaha oh gods no dear
Date: 2006-11-30 10:27 pm (UTC)Gaaah though.
Saturday=The girls want to do some decorating. I'll see how late though. Chances are, I hope - we won't be at Mel's mom's house decorating too late. I'm only semi comfortable hanging too long around her mom. D:
heh.
Thanks for the comment ;)
SofaKing Lame. Nooo not you.
I just thought it was funnier to say SofaKing instead of so fucking lame.
:P
-Karen
Re: hahaha oh gods no dear
Date: 2006-11-30 11:50 pm (UTC)Just let me know! :)
*pats* Hope you destress soon. :) If you want a drink or two, you always know where to come. :)
Re: hahaha oh gods no dear
Date: 2006-12-01 12:11 am (UTC)It's that I'd just like to confide in someone you know? Just some stuff that is exciting/new/who knows what it is.
And sharing it with onesself is boring. And sharing it with the S-O is not really what I feel like doing either.
But ja. A drink or two would be fun.
-Angela
Re: hahaha oh gods no dear
Date: 2006-12-01 12:12 am (UTC)-Karen
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Date: 2006-11-30 10:05 pm (UTC)Personally, I would much rather be filtered out of a lj entry than be presented with an opportunity to post a comment when my comment isn't really wanted.
I don't intend this to be a criticism of anyone in any way, but just an observation, so I hope these 2 cents aren't too unwarranted or intrusive. =) (putting smileys at the end can help too, sometimes...)
your .02
Date: 2006-11-30 11:48 pm (UTC);)
-Angela
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Date: 2006-12-01 12:44 am (UTC)