Friday, of Fridays...
Dec. 12th, 2003 05:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakWhat to do now that it’s Friday. It’s FRIDAY. Did I mention it’s Friday? Samantha is having a party. I’m not going. Not because I don’t want to, but because I think I need to relax. In fact, I’d really like to go visit my family. Grump-o Steve seems to have been discouraging in the matter. “But your mom works tonight, she’ll be leaving by 9…” AT this point I really don’t care if I drive 2 hours and spend 2 hours with her. It’s okay with me. I really don’t like the idea that he is discouraging me from it. Once upon a time he would have driven 2 hours to spend 2 hours with me.
It’s just that I haven’t seen them in nearly 2 weeks. That’s not like me at all. I’ve never been the sort who really wanted to leave to get away from my family either. I was actually rather highly involved in the family life. And lately I’ve been involved in other things, but right now I’d just like to go there and relax. I never realized what a relaxing aura the whole house has. I wonder if I could recognize the type of energy I had in my room there. I wasn’t very aware of these things even just a month ago…. And now it all seems so detectable. Perhaps I just wasn’t paying attention. It’s hard on me, not seeing my family. And now Steve was being difficult on the phone about it. It’s okay. I can take a deep breath and find out why he really doesn’t want to go. I know we need to decorate the tree still because that was a flop… yes, I know this. BUuuuuut, you know…. Maybe we can make Lianna help us? I don’t know.
Neh. I guess that’s dandy. It’s almost time to leave. Chris left 10 minutes ago. I could have left too. I figured I might as well update my journal, as I haven’t today, even though it’s been a rather slow day in it’s own rite. That’s okay. *sighs* So, my true wish is go to Sultan. We’ll see what happens.
-Angela
It’s just that I haven’t seen them in nearly 2 weeks. That’s not like me at all. I’ve never been the sort who really wanted to leave to get away from my family either. I was actually rather highly involved in the family life. And lately I’ve been involved in other things, but right now I’d just like to go there and relax. I never realized what a relaxing aura the whole house has. I wonder if I could recognize the type of energy I had in my room there. I wasn’t very aware of these things even just a month ago…. And now it all seems so detectable. Perhaps I just wasn’t paying attention. It’s hard on me, not seeing my family. And now Steve was being difficult on the phone about it. It’s okay. I can take a deep breath and find out why he really doesn’t want to go. I know we need to decorate the tree still because that was a flop… yes, I know this. BUuuuuut, you know…. Maybe we can make Lianna help us? I don’t know.
Neh. I guess that’s dandy. It’s almost time to leave. Chris left 10 minutes ago. I could have left too. I figured I might as well update my journal, as I haven’t today, even though it’s been a rather slow day in it’s own rite. That’s okay. *sighs* So, my true wish is go to Sultan. We’ll see what happens.
-Angela
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