Monday Evening -- :D
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angelakMonday evening was a lot of fun. It felt good to drop all the stress [from a few avenues, not JUST the SG mind you...] and get in touch with a different side of myself. Driving home gave me lots of time to think [as the comforting drone of my V8 engine with my lovely little Flowmaster exhaust.... often does relax me and open me to thought..]
So, bonding with my Camaro... I drove Cheryl and Vicki home, and then headed to my neck of the woods again. As I stared at my speedometer and tried to keep my speed down ... well, that was hard. The Camaro told me it wanted to go faster than 45 on Eastlake Sammamish way... and the speed limit is 35... What can I say, the car likes to go... as I relaxed, I thought very much of the night that had transposed again before.
Again, the calming candles and dimly lit circle, with more people this time. And this time, I felt in better understanding of the exercise I was about to practice. This time, when Bobby walked us through it, I was intent on feeling energy move in a spiral upwards around me, the light as white as last time, filling my chakras more full and BECOMING the light. I don't think last time I had waited long enough to burst them. But this time I did, and the energy was much more concrete. Although it was strong last time, this time the pull was so strong that my elbows were straining to push against my inner shell that I was in. I made sure to stretch it enough about me, and be aware of WHERE the shell was this time. I moved my hands about in my cacoon, and it was just... so satisfying. So intense and tangible. I felt it swirling upwards as I pulled it up from the earth to fuel it. And to bring it down... I felt Bobby moved faster than I had opportunity for. But, as quickly as I could I dropped it. It was my shells that I wanted more time to drop. I slowed from his pace so I COULD do that better.
As last time, we all sat in a circle on the floor and discussed our experience. This time I felt I had things to say, and I felt good about that. And when I told Bobby I thought the energy was much stronger for me this time, he agreed with me, and complimented me on my work with. I get giddy when he does this. Like Cheryl is all the time, I become giddy for an instant. So sadly thirsty for praise sometimes I am!
So anyway... everyone else discussed it. Cheryl said her energy seemed more blue this time. Someone else said bluish/white. Vicki was her usual self. I really think Vicki kicks ass... Cristin felt more comfortable this time... and, Bobby pulled me aside later and checked my chakras another time... [YES CHERYL, HE DID WHAT YOU HATE] and then told me I was perfectly fine and he said I was "rockin'" and he told me that I had done well last time, but I really was with it this time, I he could tell I was really pushing hard for it. This was the straw that just broke the camel [yes Cheryl, the camel...] well... it just filled me up and made me feel really good about myself. It made me happy for the rest of the night. In fact, I'm STILL HAPPY now!!!! I feel so rested too! I even got up 45 minutes earlier than I have too! Yeay!! I am still just thrilled about my experience.
We went to Subway, for which I was glad of... I needed food badly. My body wasn't hit too badly, but I understand about not driving until one eats after such potent energy work. So we all went, and it was a fun outing, with joking, socialization... all the good things. Although Cheryl was hyper all night long, somehow I survived in not killing her. I hope she forgives me for being bitchy. I was just trying to calm down from an earlier experience with Lianna [you're AWESOME Lianna, don't feel bad] that was stressful in itself, and LOUD people just make me want to SNAP as far as my temper when stress has been applied to me. I'm not around a lot of people with Cheryl's bubbling energy, and sometimes it's hard to adjust. I love Cheryl and her bubbling source of energy and optimism. But there are times I can scarcely control my annoyance too! Heheh. LOVE YOU CHERYL! So... I enjoyed taking the long way home and driving Vicki home, and just talking to her. I really enjoy that. And I never want to leave her house once I go inside! I just get caught with the comfortable conversation and understanding that seems to glow from her companionship. Don't forget that sweetheart Cristin. I didn't want to leave her either, but the evening has to come to an end. I need to put on make up and brush my teeth and go to work now. I just wanted to properly document this experience, because last time I never got to. And did I tell you? I love my Camaro and I am so glad it doesn't REEK anymore! [It smelled really gross for some reason and I didn't know why. Now the reekage is gone!!!]
I need new tires for it. NEH. SOON!!!! PErhaps after the holiday!... time to go to work now. I want to sit here and write forever. NO. Must go.
-Angela
I will flattened by falling piano
How will you die? Take the Exotic Cause of Death Test
So, bonding with my Camaro... I drove Cheryl and Vicki home, and then headed to my neck of the woods again. As I stared at my speedometer and tried to keep my speed down ... well, that was hard. The Camaro told me it wanted to go faster than 45 on Eastlake Sammamish way... and the speed limit is 35... What can I say, the car likes to go... as I relaxed, I thought very much of the night that had transposed again before.
Again, the calming candles and dimly lit circle, with more people this time. And this time, I felt in better understanding of the exercise I was about to practice. This time, when Bobby walked us through it, I was intent on feeling energy move in a spiral upwards around me, the light as white as last time, filling my chakras more full and BECOMING the light. I don't think last time I had waited long enough to burst them. But this time I did, and the energy was much more concrete. Although it was strong last time, this time the pull was so strong that my elbows were straining to push against my inner shell that I was in. I made sure to stretch it enough about me, and be aware of WHERE the shell was this time. I moved my hands about in my cacoon, and it was just... so satisfying. So intense and tangible. I felt it swirling upwards as I pulled it up from the earth to fuel it. And to bring it down... I felt Bobby moved faster than I had opportunity for. But, as quickly as I could I dropped it. It was my shells that I wanted more time to drop. I slowed from his pace so I COULD do that better.
As last time, we all sat in a circle on the floor and discussed our experience. This time I felt I had things to say, and I felt good about that. And when I told Bobby I thought the energy was much stronger for me this time, he agreed with me, and complimented me on my work with. I get giddy when he does this. Like Cheryl is all the time, I become giddy for an instant. So sadly thirsty for praise sometimes I am!
So anyway... everyone else discussed it. Cheryl said her energy seemed more blue this time. Someone else said bluish/white. Vicki was her usual self. I really think Vicki kicks ass... Cristin felt more comfortable this time... and, Bobby pulled me aside later and checked my chakras another time... [YES CHERYL, HE DID WHAT YOU HATE] and then told me I was perfectly fine and he said I was "rockin'" and he told me that I had done well last time, but I really was with it this time, I he could tell I was really pushing hard for it. This was the straw that just broke the camel [yes Cheryl, the camel...] well... it just filled me up and made me feel really good about myself. It made me happy for the rest of the night. In fact, I'm STILL HAPPY now!!!! I feel so rested too! I even got up 45 minutes earlier than I have too! Yeay!! I am still just thrilled about my experience.
We went to Subway, for which I was glad of... I needed food badly. My body wasn't hit too badly, but I understand about not driving until one eats after such potent energy work. So we all went, and it was a fun outing, with joking, socialization... all the good things. Although Cheryl was hyper all night long, somehow I survived in not killing her. I hope she forgives me for being bitchy. I was just trying to calm down from an earlier experience with Lianna [you're AWESOME Lianna, don't feel bad] that was stressful in itself, and LOUD people just make me want to SNAP as far as my temper when stress has been applied to me. I'm not around a lot of people with Cheryl's bubbling energy, and sometimes it's hard to adjust. I love Cheryl and her bubbling source of energy and optimism. But there are times I can scarcely control my annoyance too! Heheh. LOVE YOU CHERYL! So... I enjoyed taking the long way home and driving Vicki home, and just talking to her. I really enjoy that. And I never want to leave her house once I go inside! I just get caught with the comfortable conversation and understanding that seems to glow from her companionship. Don't forget that sweetheart Cristin. I didn't want to leave her either, but the evening has to come to an end. I need to put on make up and brush my teeth and go to work now. I just wanted to properly document this experience, because last time I never got to. And did I tell you? I love my Camaro and I am so glad it doesn't REEK anymore! [It smelled really gross for some reason and I didn't know why. Now the reekage is gone!!!]
I need new tires for it. NEH. SOON!!!! PErhaps after the holiday!... time to go to work now. I want to sit here and write forever. NO. Must go.
-Angela
I will flattened by falling piano
How will you die? Take the Exotic Cause of Death Test
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