Walking Disaster?

[angelak]

Do I christen myself the "Walking Disaster," or what?
Nothing has gone amiss as of now.
I just feel like a walking disaster. That's all.
Like there's some kind of time-bomb that is going to explode and it'll all be my fuck up.
At first I concluded I needed people.
Now I conclude I don't deal with enough things on my own.

-Angela

Comments

[quetz.livejournal.com]

It's both. You need people, but you do have to be self-reliant.
When I've felt like King Midas, I've had to remember the same: Things happen, and not everything is under your control, but the best you can do is to play the cards you've been dealt, and use what you've learned to cause the least pain.