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angelakIt feels like Wednesday - and yet it's not.
I feel a sense of urgency to do things - and yet I don't know what.
Idle-ness all in one.
The security class has been fun so far - a lot of review for me, and then some other stuff that I haven't done before. Learning some useful things overall.
I'm creeping out the man sitting next to me. I do labs while she's lecturing - ensuring that I'm done before lab time. That means he can be shocked and say dumb things like, "oh wow. You're fast. You must be good at this."
No, I'm not that great at it. I know how to read fast, follow directions, listen/read at once, and go through labs efficiently.
I know - I know. Arrogance.
Whatever.
What can I say? I devour MMC snap-ins, once I realize what they are.
The guy acts like he's never seen some of this...
Granted, I was reading over his shoulder at an e-mail he was writing and I read that he just got promoted from a desktop tech to an admin.
Why can't I have that pleasure :X
Fuck that. I'd rather be lazy and only use .05% of my brain.
Okay, okay. I'm a bitter, foul, woman.
What the hell.
It's fun nabbing some new stuff.
I'm only happy anyway - if I'm ahead.
AH well.
I miss having a somewhat happier outlook on the world.
I'm broken.
Poor Angela.
Broken.
When learning becomes cynical for me - I know I haven't returned to my usual self.
And to top that? It's cold in here.
Perhaps picking Khaya up from Tai chi will be fun.
-Angela
I feel a sense of urgency to do things - and yet I don't know what.
Idle-ness all in one.
The security class has been fun so far - a lot of review for me, and then some other stuff that I haven't done before. Learning some useful things overall.
I'm creeping out the man sitting next to me. I do labs while she's lecturing - ensuring that I'm done before lab time. That means he can be shocked and say dumb things like, "oh wow. You're fast. You must be good at this."
No, I'm not that great at it. I know how to read fast, follow directions, listen/read at once, and go through labs efficiently.
I know - I know. Arrogance.
Whatever.
What can I say? I devour MMC snap-ins, once I realize what they are.
The guy acts like he's never seen some of this...
Granted, I was reading over his shoulder at an e-mail he was writing and I read that he just got promoted from a desktop tech to an admin.
Why can't I have that pleasure :X
Fuck that. I'd rather be lazy and only use .05% of my brain.
Okay, okay. I'm a bitter, foul, woman.
What the hell.
It's fun nabbing some new stuff.
I'm only happy anyway - if I'm ahead.
AH well.
I miss having a somewhat happier outlook on the world.
I'm broken.
Poor Angela.
Broken.
When learning becomes cynical for me - I know I haven't returned to my usual self.
And to top that? It's cold in here.
Perhaps picking Khaya up from Tai chi will be fun.
-Angela
