Complaining?
Jun. 30th, 2006 09:53 amFeeling irritable today. I am not sure why. The sickness isn’t really bothering me that much – though you might as well call me snotbucket. Most of my illness is over – I am sure by the time I get to see my special man-friend, I’ll be all better.
Did I mention how INCREDIBLY cool it is to date your crush?
Okay. I know. I’m annoying.
So, the following reasons might be why I am irritable.
1- I work Monday. My weekend is all whacked.
2- I am not sure when my next opportunity is to see Jim, nothing set yet. Is it Monday or Sunday???
3- I realized at the last minute that my 4th celebration is whacked out by my agreement to film Issaquah’s, “4th of July down home,” parade. I agreed before I realized that I would head to Tacoma on Monday night. And that means Tuesday morning I will be driving home to do a b-roll gig, and then probably drive back up to meet up with Jimmy again. Goddamnit. I fucked up my plans. And now I’ll make less because I will be spending gas money to get out here to do this gig. I don’t want to do it now. I’m so retarded.
4- I had to deal directly with my least favorite co-worker like 20 times this morning. I prefer not speaking at all, and I’ve had to work with her. This makes me grumpy.
5- Stupid people asking stupid questions.
6- I suppose there are other reasons.
7- I hate air conditioned buildings often times. Why should I feel frozen when it’s warm out?
8- I’d rather be outside basking.
9- I almost could have gone to Portland to meet Jim’s family. He was thinking about inviting me, and yet he knew I’d be at work and would not be able to leave early to go on the trek with him. And in spite of the fact I have other evening plans tonight that would have made that an impossibility anyway, well. I can add it to my list anyway.
10- Sinuses, congested as hell.
11- Bleh. Too much talking and a little less reclusion here at the office about things that annoy me.
12- Feeling impatient. About listening to anyone. And I have no idea why I am this way.
Yesterday was good. Slept in muchly. Took the day off with sick leave. Had a really nice chat with Jim on the phone. I was feeling very appreciated and I think it was a mutual feeling. Visiting with mom was really refreshing and good. I dealt with the last of my phone hells and I refuse to remember that it’s been a pain any longer.
I felt honored Jim would even think to invite me to meet his family.
Hanging out with my dad yesterday was fun too. I saw James very briefly before he went to work. I was reminded that my Camaro is pertiful and soon I have to sell it.
Let’sssss seeee what else?
Janbo’s and the egg-flour soup that is known for it’s throat-healing magick!!! I had a good lunch with mom.
I had a lot of good discussions with mom about life. I got caught up on things that I needed to get caught up on.
Yeay for good moms.
I left feeling full of contentment. I slept well last night. I am here today just off the mark and grumpy. And now I am going to finish the one PC Help request that there is to complete for me. *sighs*
-Angela
Did I mention how INCREDIBLY cool it is to date your crush?
Okay. I know. I’m annoying.
So, the following reasons might be why I am irritable.
1- I work Monday. My weekend is all whacked.
2- I am not sure when my next opportunity is to see Jim, nothing set yet. Is it Monday or Sunday???
3- I realized at the last minute that my 4th celebration is whacked out by my agreement to film Issaquah’s, “4th of July down home,” parade. I agreed before I realized that I would head to Tacoma on Monday night. And that means Tuesday morning I will be driving home to do a b-roll gig, and then probably drive back up to meet up with Jimmy again. Goddamnit. I fucked up my plans. And now I’ll make less because I will be spending gas money to get out here to do this gig. I don’t want to do it now. I’m so retarded.
4- I had to deal directly with my least favorite co-worker like 20 times this morning. I prefer not speaking at all, and I’ve had to work with her. This makes me grumpy.
5- Stupid people asking stupid questions.
6- I suppose there are other reasons.
7- I hate air conditioned buildings often times. Why should I feel frozen when it’s warm out?
8- I’d rather be outside basking.
9- I almost could have gone to Portland to meet Jim’s family. He was thinking about inviting me, and yet he knew I’d be at work and would not be able to leave early to go on the trek with him. And in spite of the fact I have other evening plans tonight that would have made that an impossibility anyway, well. I can add it to my list anyway.
10- Sinuses, congested as hell.
11- Bleh. Too much talking and a little less reclusion here at the office about things that annoy me.
12- Feeling impatient. About listening to anyone. And I have no idea why I am this way.
Yesterday was good. Slept in muchly. Took the day off with sick leave. Had a really nice chat with Jim on the phone. I was feeling very appreciated and I think it was a mutual feeling. Visiting with mom was really refreshing and good. I dealt with the last of my phone hells and I refuse to remember that it’s been a pain any longer.
I felt honored Jim would even think to invite me to meet his family.
Hanging out with my dad yesterday was fun too. I saw James very briefly before he went to work. I was reminded that my Camaro is pertiful and soon I have to sell it.
Let’sssss seeee what else?
Janbo’s and the egg-flour soup that is known for it’s throat-healing magick!!! I had a good lunch with mom.
I had a lot of good discussions with mom about life. I got caught up on things that I needed to get caught up on.
Yeay for good moms.
I left feeling full of contentment. I slept well last night. I am here today just off the mark and grumpy. And now I am going to finish the one PC Help request that there is to complete for me. *sighs*
-Angela