School whining

[angelak]

I am frustrated.
My coffee I ordered at Starbucks is lacking the extra shot I ordered. Now what?
I’ve already ordered it – I am out of time to go back, I am 28 floors away from their coffee store, and I got charged .55 for my extra shot that I never got.

Frustration of frustrations.

Stupid Seattle coffee shop.
I went there specifically because I had a gift card. Growl.
*siiiiiiiiiiighs*

This class bores me. Am I a killjoy this morning? *sighs*
Thursday blahs.

It was just that although I think programming can be enjoyable… hmmm, well. I am sad that I cannot take a course directly related to it yet (at BCC) due to math, and I am also a little upset that math has just limited me. I should have just gotten into math 80 and sucked it up – and now it’s been 6 months of no advancement in schooling. I need a tutor. I need help passing the assessment test at least to Math 99/90.

I am pretty sure the “Computer Science” major is out, and the new consideration will have to be Management of Information Systems.

Gods, I suck. I need help. I can’t progress at all and I’m also beginning to fear the financial side. I want to go back… but this is much harder than I had envisioned. I have my English 270 credit. Now what? Fuck. I suck at this.

The good news is that although I fell asleep at 9PM last night – I got up early enough to go for a jog. The scale still reads 170, and it needs to read 160.

When I notice the weight in my clothes, I get really moody. When I wear the clothes that don’t make me feel moody – it’s fine.

Maybe this class sucks because no one talks. And I am sitting by myself in the back? I am completely a social creature when it comes to schooling.

A silent class really is a downer to me.
Am I just so retarded that I insist on certain environments to flourish? I’m confused.
I could be so much better and I am not.

I cannot wait until I get back to the office and have my regular schedule with my regular way of accounting for hunger patterns. Cause here, I am a bit lost in it. Hmmm confusing.

So technically there should be 2-3 years of schooling to finish my BS. I already have 2 years down. Why should this be so difficult?
:X

And I can get loans and shit. What’s stopping this up? Ugh. Math.
Math math math.

I need to hire a tutor and put some serious gusto towards this.

Thankful Thursday to follow.


On the funny side... Jim said to me last night in jest, "Bite me!" and I retorted, "where?"
It was clear this was not the response he thought would come from me.
Ah, the little things. It is the little things in life that make the world go 'round.

-Angela

Comments

[tzaddi-93.livejournal.com]

Your school might have some tutoring resources available to you. Ask the math department secretary. If that doesn't work, ask at the student counseling/assessment office.

Good point.

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

I guess I will look into what resources they have!
The less it costs me the better.

-Angela

[nobodyberry.livejournal.com]

The reason it's difficult is because the worthwhile things always are in some way.

But yeah, I would think the school would have some resources. I'm pretty sure EWU had math department tutors or something.

Don't let the numbers beat you down! :)

[herne51.livejournal.com]

I was a tutor for my college. I would be happy to tutor you.