Snow, blah
Dec. 9th, 2007 09:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakBlah. Snow is interfering with my plans to run.
More people are frustrated at my lack of responsiveness lately.
Or something.
(Jon).
I just... I guess I just am not in the head space right now. Sounds dumb, but I'd wage to say this is a first in my life. That I've felt good about taking some space to myself. Is it space or the fact that I've just got a different agenda than I've had before? It was always about who was in my life, over what. And now in some ways I feel like the "what" is right next to "who."
I'm just not sure how to handle things seeing as it feels like a lot of animosity is directed at me. It makes me want to run and hide :P
I guess I had a lot of drama in my life there for a few years. And maybe this is just me being VERY shy of drama.
It makes it look like I don't care, but I do.
Anyways. So the snow has ruined my run for the time being. This week was the first week in a few months I have fallen short of 5 workouts in a week.
Friday I felt queasy (fine excuse) and last night I was exhausted from getting up at 5AM to go to the Casino with Grandma and my parents and then doing her Christmas shopping. Mine is mostly done and I choose weird hours to go.
It is exhausting to be with Grandma on many levels too, I'd explain but...that might take a while. So suffice to say after a long day fighting the hollyday crowds and getting up early after feeling a bit blah on Friday... I got home and had no energy to run or circuit train. That was disappointing. And now today it is snowing. Mark my words, I will CT or run. !!! Lol.
Because technically this is the beginning of a new week for me. (I log my exercise Sun-Sat).
Anyways. So, now - seeing as I have limited time before I head out to Tacoma to go to Ft. Lewis for an Army Yulemas get together... I really have no option but to deal with my fitness plan for the day later.
I am just saying I hate snow. I've seen some cool fold up treadmills, but I honestly don't have a lot of cash to buy anything like that, and I have an exercise bike that I have not yet abandoned, but ... well, the dilemma lies. I had no idea I'd be less lazy and super-anal about my less-laziness when I bought the recumbent stationary bike.
Fuck. Now I wish I had a fold-up treadmill. I could have jumped on it and been done by now after discovering my snow dilemma. See?
Fuck. I saw a really nice one for like $400 on CL. But like I have $400 in my back pocket. My financial conquests of "getting ahead" are still on. And with payroll shifting to a different schedule next month, I know there will be a dry spell in January. Blarg. Ah, well. I am looking forward to spending time with Jimmy at the Army Yulemas thing. And now I should go put clothes on and look decent so I can leave. And go drive in snow. Woooofuckinghooo.
-Angela
More people are frustrated at my lack of responsiveness lately.
Or something.
(Jon).
I just... I guess I just am not in the head space right now. Sounds dumb, but I'd wage to say this is a first in my life. That I've felt good about taking some space to myself. Is it space or the fact that I've just got a different agenda than I've had before? It was always about who was in my life, over what. And now in some ways I feel like the "what" is right next to "who."
I'm just not sure how to handle things seeing as it feels like a lot of animosity is directed at me. It makes me want to run and hide :P
I guess I had a lot of drama in my life there for a few years. And maybe this is just me being VERY shy of drama.
It makes it look like I don't care, but I do.
Anyways. So the snow has ruined my run for the time being. This week was the first week in a few months I have fallen short of 5 workouts in a week.
Friday I felt queasy (fine excuse) and last night I was exhausted from getting up at 5AM to go to the Casino with Grandma and my parents and then doing her Christmas shopping. Mine is mostly done and I choose weird hours to go.
It is exhausting to be with Grandma on many levels too, I'd explain but...that might take a while. So suffice to say after a long day fighting the hollyday crowds and getting up early after feeling a bit blah on Friday... I got home and had no energy to run or circuit train. That was disappointing. And now today it is snowing. Mark my words, I will CT or run. !!! Lol.
Because technically this is the beginning of a new week for me. (I log my exercise Sun-Sat).
Anyways. So, now - seeing as I have limited time before I head out to Tacoma to go to Ft. Lewis for an Army Yulemas get together... I really have no option but to deal with my fitness plan for the day later.
I am just saying I hate snow. I've seen some cool fold up treadmills, but I honestly don't have a lot of cash to buy anything like that, and I have an exercise bike that I have not yet abandoned, but ... well, the dilemma lies. I had no idea I'd be less lazy and super-anal about my less-laziness when I bought the recumbent stationary bike.
Fuck. Now I wish I had a fold-up treadmill. I could have jumped on it and been done by now after discovering my snow dilemma. See?
Fuck. I saw a really nice one for like $400 on CL. But like I have $400 in my back pocket. My financial conquests of "getting ahead" are still on. And with payroll shifting to a different schedule next month, I know there will be a dry spell in January. Blarg. Ah, well. I am looking forward to spending time with Jimmy at the Army Yulemas thing. And now I should go put clothes on and look decent so I can leave. And go drive in snow. Woooofuckinghooo.
-Angela
