Irrational and weak

[angelak]

Today I feel irrational and weak. I don't feel the slightest bit of strong.
It is never a good idea to ask your boyfriend to move out, on the same day deciding that career changes are ridiculous, and the same day that you feel like you are losing your fitness resolve. (You know, for instance, saying stuff like, "I'm done working out. Done. I am not doing this anymore,") I am all over the board.

Irrational, unfair to others, and just pretty much a wreck.
What the hell is wrong with me.
What the hell...

Is it the lack of friends that used to care? Is it the pressure I put on myself to improve? Is it the fact the bf momentarily figured out an underlying issue that he is now working on? Why do I do this. Why?

Something has to be causing this... something tangible that I can figure out.
On top of this... I feel entirely ashamed that this is the way I am.

-Angela

Comments

[chinchillagirl.livejournal.com]

I think I had a lot of that irrational and weak feeling-ness last quarter... still happens all the time, but sometimes it just gets to us. *hugs*

*hugs*

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

That it can. I am beginning to think this is hormonal in nature. Yikes.

-A

[luna-piena.livejournal.com]

I'm running out the door right now or else I would be writing a longer comment. *hugs* You are not stupid or irrational. Don't blame yourself and don't put yourself under too much pressure to get things all figured out again. Can you email me/facebook me your number? I can't find it.

*hugs*

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

You seem to always find a way to be there for me at the worst times and it touches my heart completely.

-A

[shemayazi.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're not feelin so swift today - mood swings like that are hell-in-a-handbasket. You are fabulous - your friends love you - our hot tub is there if you want to tea-and-sympathy or vodka-and-hot tub. May not cure all, but it sure doesn't hurt any. I recommend procrastinating decisions and maybe even going home early from work. Take care.

*hugs*

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

It definitely has been a mood swing and it took me a little while to catch on. Wow, not so great.

Thank you so much for your support. Love towards you guys and maybe I will shoot you guys a call later tonight. Good call on those decisions!

-Angela

[nobodyberry.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

*hugs some more*

I will try to call you after I get off work... Damn work. :P

Work, work...

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

And do not catch me wrong. I guess sometimes I forget how many people there are in the woodwork that really do care -

Thanks for being nobody. It means a lot.

-A

[vixenesque93.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Sorry I had to bail online earlier.

*more hugs*

s'ok

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Understand. Jobs and all ;)

-Angela

[borjy.livejournal.com]

sometimes days just suck. I'm sorry to hear you're having one of those times.