Balancing Act

[angelak]

It would seem that this morning has been one of those days that... everyone has. Except I can't help but think hormonally speaking, it was an explosion of sorts. I'm not one to blame hormones typically.
This being said, I am going to try and schedule an appointment with my Ob-Gyn. Although I have been on said Birth Control for a while, it would seem I have had lesser episodes every 2-3 months on this particular pill. This time is the last time I want to have this on account of living through chemicals.

It is worth a shot, especially seeing as Walgreen's miss-filled my prescription the year before this one, and the reason I told my Ob-Gyn I wanted to stay with the miss-filled BCs was because the switching of the meds was rocky for me. I may sound ridiculous when I walk back in there and say that although I demanded the mis-prescribed pills this year, I would like to switch to something that doesn't create the equivalent of what I now recognize to be a panic attack.

Does any of this make sense? Regardless. Somehow it didn't seem like it was the meds (I figured it was ME) until today - when I decided every one of my life goals were worth abandoning.

That is very not-me.

-Angela

Comments

[bluedrgn52.livejournal.com]

It totally makes sense. Our hormones mess with us even when we're not on pills to *help* mess them up. *hug* If you think it's the pills then I would definitely go to the doc and get the ones you think you need to be on. And yah, they might look at you a little weird, but you realize that the other ones worked better with your system and after trying the ones you're on for a while, you've realized that they mess with your system and you'd rather be on the other ones because you're more comfortable with that.

I hope you can get it all worked out...I know it's hard when we don't feel like ourselves and it makes us second guess everything we've worked so hard to accomplish!