5AM; not fair
May. 19th, 2008 05:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakThat's ghey.
I got up at 5AM to use the community center; doing the one thing lately that's been pretty kickass (new found) since my knee injury: The E machine (elliptical.) I walk over with my new gym backpack and my running skirt/bra top in the brisk morning air, and what is taped on the door written in Sharpie???
"CLOSED DUE TO WATER SHUT OFF."
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! I'm sorry, after really not settling into a good sleep - I found myself nearly there at right before 5 when the alarm went off. I almost rolled over to go back to sleep. And then I was like... just an hour on the e machine. And then I'd have worked out for the day before I even drive downtown for my class today. It would keep me from being tempted at walking around downtown in Seattle (which I love to do) and straining myself.
I could not feel as bad about eating random shit around the house last night (ok, cereal) after eating my meager dinner in boredom. Because let's face it. I'm pissy and bored with life.
And I was even going to treat myself to Starbucks if I hauled my ass out of bed and used that little machine. Now, I could circuit train, but honestly. at 5AM, I'd rather whine, or mindlessly push forwards on the E machine. Intensity for me early just is harder to conjure up. Always has been.
This girl is woefully sullen. This is not fair.
And now I'm awake. Tried to set up Jim's old machine at my work station area but it seems to not want to display video. Or do anything. And I'm too damn lazy to mess with it until later. I'm sorry - but Issaquah Community Center sucks so fucking much.
If I had DRIVEN down here from my house rather than walked, I'd be even more pissed. And worse yet - if I PAID for a membership.
Facilities is probably behind this. 'Nuff said. Is it me or does it seem that whenever I WANT to use the CC, it's closed for some arbitrary reason? Mother fucker. I was all ready to burn off some extra cals. After all, last night I wasn't exactly in a Hey Ho I'm so happy mood. Ugh.
Seems Jim doesn't believe in going to bed with me. I go in to him at his desk at 3AM and he is still gaming. We haven't watched "Dead Like Me," on DVD the last 2 nights he said he would. I'm so bored I sort of just go to bed at 9 because there is "nothing else to do." Somehow sleeping through my home life makes it easier to cope with when there's nothing warm for me here. Course, we all know how my trip to the CC went. And the fact that I decided to stop trying to use my AC because Jim keeps turning it off. So my room got super hot during the night. Who cares - right? Who fucking cares. I'm still mad at Jim, but what else can I do?
And I guess I can give the elliptical a shot later today at Mom's in her place. But somehow doing it early and getting it "OVER" with and being super cool was going to boost my mood. I hate things. :(
-Angela
I got up at 5AM to use the community center; doing the one thing lately that's been pretty kickass (new found) since my knee injury: The E machine (elliptical.) I walk over with my new gym backpack and my running skirt/bra top in the brisk morning air, and what is taped on the door written in Sharpie???
"CLOSED DUE TO WATER SHUT OFF."
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! I'm sorry, after really not settling into a good sleep - I found myself nearly there at right before 5 when the alarm went off. I almost rolled over to go back to sleep. And then I was like... just an hour on the e machine. And then I'd have worked out for the day before I even drive downtown for my class today. It would keep me from being tempted at walking around downtown in Seattle (which I love to do) and straining myself.
I could not feel as bad about eating random shit around the house last night (ok, cereal) after eating my meager dinner in boredom. Because let's face it. I'm pissy and bored with life.
And I was even going to treat myself to Starbucks if I hauled my ass out of bed and used that little machine. Now, I could circuit train, but honestly. at 5AM, I'd rather whine, or mindlessly push forwards on the E machine. Intensity for me early just is harder to conjure up. Always has been.
This girl is woefully sullen. This is not fair.
And now I'm awake. Tried to set up Jim's old machine at my work station area but it seems to not want to display video. Or do anything. And I'm too damn lazy to mess with it until later. I'm sorry - but Issaquah Community Center sucks so fucking much.
If I had DRIVEN down here from my house rather than walked, I'd be even more pissed. And worse yet - if I PAID for a membership.
Facilities is probably behind this. 'Nuff said. Is it me or does it seem that whenever I WANT to use the CC, it's closed for some arbitrary reason? Mother fucker. I was all ready to burn off some extra cals. After all, last night I wasn't exactly in a Hey Ho I'm so happy mood. Ugh.
Seems Jim doesn't believe in going to bed with me. I go in to him at his desk at 3AM and he is still gaming. We haven't watched "Dead Like Me," on DVD the last 2 nights he said he would. I'm so bored I sort of just go to bed at 9 because there is "nothing else to do." Somehow sleeping through my home life makes it easier to cope with when there's nothing warm for me here. Course, we all know how my trip to the CC went. And the fact that I decided to stop trying to use my AC because Jim keeps turning it off. So my room got super hot during the night. Who cares - right? Who fucking cares. I'm still mad at Jim, but what else can I do?
And I guess I can give the elliptical a shot later today at Mom's in her place. But somehow doing it early and getting it "OVER" with and being super cool was going to boost my mood. I hate things. :(
-Angela
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Date: 2008-05-19 02:26 pm (UTC)The gaming thing, I completely feel you there. One night I had to unplug the modem to get Dwayne off the internet for "ONE GODDAMN NIGHT and do something else!!!" (yes, that's a direct quote.) Those computer games can sure suck you in.
*hugs*
Date: 2008-05-19 02:51 pm (UTC)But yeah - the computer game just got released and thus - I'd expect a bit of intense game play. I guess I was just ill-prepared for it to be happening NOW.
Well. Here's to come good old coffee remedy.
-Angela
Re: *hugs*
Date: 2008-05-19 03:26 pm (UTC)I take several deep breaths a day. I started naming them. . . "Toby!" *breathe so I don't kill my son* "Get off the bed" - "Chloe!" *breathe so my daughter keeps her head on her body* "Put the scissors down!". . . and so on. *laughs*
Coffee Therapy
Date: 2008-05-19 03:07 pm (UTC)Re: Coffee Therapy
Date: 2008-05-19 03:50 pm (UTC)JK.
;)
Well, I am on cup #4...
-Angela
Re: Coffee Therapy
Date: 2008-05-19 03:55 pm (UTC)Re: Coffee Therapy
Date: 2008-05-19 04:18 pm (UTC);)
-Angela
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