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angelakBeen charging my ipod all day. It died yesterday on R2R.
Sad!!!! I had to listen to myself. Okay, and the birds.
:P
Whatever – right.
Feeling particularly weird. The work day dragged specifically because I was being less efficient with my time. But that's ok. It feels like lately I've been running non stop.
I don't care.
I'm indecisive about what work out to do tonight. I hate that feeling. It's incredibly easy to feel that way when frankly there are so many limits on “what to do.”
I need the boost though, or my mood will just be blah. Pretty much I could do CT, E machine, swim, or whatever. Maybe this calls for some sugarfree redbull or something...
Hm.
My feet are hot. They want out of these shoes.
Into sandals.
And on an escstatic note, my savings are actually rising. While I am a gimp, apparently the universe allows me to at least bolster on the home front preparation side. I still have no idea when or how we are ever going to buy a place of our own. The idea scares the shit out of me. Truly. But if there is one person who I can enter this sort of partnership with in my life, I really think it is Jim. Now the trick is for his finances to catch up a little with my own.
I love him. He is the most fair man I have ever dated. And likely the most fair man I could encounter in the next decade.
He has shown me how important it can be to step outside of your own shoes. I desperately try my best to do this more often. But to be truthful, it's hard when you're heated in the moment to do this. He's not rich and his salary doesn't take the cake, but then I never was any good at digging for gold. Too good at needing my own money for self esteem reasons. Silly me. He does certainly do well enough to keep his part of the bills and also have some for fun too. I am proud of how he handles his money. Very proud. Again. I love him.
-Angela
Sad!!!! I had to listen to myself. Okay, and the birds.
:P
Whatever – right.
Feeling particularly weird. The work day dragged specifically because I was being less efficient with my time. But that's ok. It feels like lately I've been running non stop.
I don't care.
I'm indecisive about what work out to do tonight. I hate that feeling. It's incredibly easy to feel that way when frankly there are so many limits on “what to do.”
I need the boost though, or my mood will just be blah. Pretty much I could do CT, E machine, swim, or whatever. Maybe this calls for some sugarfree redbull or something...
Hm.
My feet are hot. They want out of these shoes.
Into sandals.
And on an escstatic note, my savings are actually rising. While I am a gimp, apparently the universe allows me to at least bolster on the home front preparation side. I still have no idea when or how we are ever going to buy a place of our own. The idea scares the shit out of me. Truly. But if there is one person who I can enter this sort of partnership with in my life, I really think it is Jim. Now the trick is for his finances to catch up a little with my own.
I love him. He is the most fair man I have ever dated. And likely the most fair man I could encounter in the next decade.
He has shown me how important it can be to step outside of your own shoes. I desperately try my best to do this more often. But to be truthful, it's hard when you're heated in the moment to do this. He's not rich and his salary doesn't take the cake, but then I never was any good at digging for gold. Too good at needing my own money for self esteem reasons. Silly me. He does certainly do well enough to keep his part of the bills and also have some for fun too. I am proud of how he handles his money. Very proud. Again. I love him.
-Angela
