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angelakI am anxious about closing.
I want it to happen today.
And if it doesn't, my moving plans are kind of whacked.
Feeling altogether moody, because I'm anxious.
I am also anxious of our packing. I suck at packing.
Jim sucks more than I do.
It LOOKS like 3 things in our house right now:
1- Furniture
2- Boxes
3- Excess piddly crap and garbage
And Mel wants me to go to her birthday party after I move. And frankly I just want to curl up into a ball already and hide.
:P
BUt then. We shall see if it even closes today. It doesn't help that none of this makes planning an easy situation. At all.
Did I mention this workday is going to drag???
Good news? I got my run in this morning at 5AM ish. I felt sluggish. My lack of a proper dinner affected my running immensely.
I had coffee with Mel who... eats very very little. I sort of followed her lead but felt the pain from not fueling myself this morning after a mile or so. Yeah. NO wonder she doesn't run. (She claims it makes your thighs bulky... well, mine were bulky before I ran and shrank when I began running so whatever...) :P
I am weird.
It was good to have a friend just be so energetic and positive around me. Especially when I'm anxious about this whole closing on the house thing. I am afraid Jim has been driving me nuts and that is why I ran away from home. I didn't want to be unnecessarily rude to him. Then this morning pre-work, I was still a bit harder on him than he deserves. But I just don't have the patience to listen to him try and talk through solutions. (You know like - "If it doesn't close today, I will move all our stuff on my own because you shouldn't use your knee" type business.) Thusly freaking me out more.
-Angela
I want it to happen today.
And if it doesn't, my moving plans are kind of whacked.
Feeling altogether moody, because I'm anxious.
I am also anxious of our packing. I suck at packing.
Jim sucks more than I do.
It LOOKS like 3 things in our house right now:
1- Furniture
2- Boxes
3- Excess piddly crap and garbage
And Mel wants me to go to her birthday party after I move. And frankly I just want to curl up into a ball already and hide.
:P
BUt then. We shall see if it even closes today. It doesn't help that none of this makes planning an easy situation. At all.
Did I mention this workday is going to drag???
Good news? I got my run in this morning at 5AM ish. I felt sluggish. My lack of a proper dinner affected my running immensely.
I had coffee with Mel who... eats very very little. I sort of followed her lead but felt the pain from not fueling myself this morning after a mile or so. Yeah. NO wonder she doesn't run. (She claims it makes your thighs bulky... well, mine were bulky before I ran and shrank when I began running so whatever...) :P
I am weird.
It was good to have a friend just be so energetic and positive around me. Especially when I'm anxious about this whole closing on the house thing. I am afraid Jim has been driving me nuts and that is why I ran away from home. I didn't want to be unnecessarily rude to him. Then this morning pre-work, I was still a bit harder on him than he deserves. But I just don't have the patience to listen to him try and talk through solutions. (You know like - "If it doesn't close today, I will move all our stuff on my own because you shouldn't use your knee" type business.) Thusly freaking me out more.
-Angela
