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angelakJust here at work doing the usual.
Empty of words or ideas right at this moment. But maybe that's how my best entries are born. I feel like I am on the threshold of actual lasting healing. Yesterday I really wanted to just throw caution to the wind and run out of sheer fed-up impatience. But I didn't.
I really am looking forward to Yoga tonight. I have no actual expectations, however - I want to push harder and perform better, I want to feel stronger than I did last night. I need it to swing myself back into alignment.
It will give me this opportunity.
For this I am excited.
The more days I go through the circuit, the series, perhaps the stronger I will come out of it all, and the faster the days will go by. I honestly cannot believe it is Thursday, even though it has been a bit of a rough week.
I am reminded by the strong people I have met in my new endeavors how important it is to stay positive. How important it is to leave the negative feelings about people and circumstance behind. I know I still have these feelings, but the people I know make me want to overcome these.
Heidi and Brenna are becoming people I look to, to remind me that even I can learn to love my worst fears as yet another part of myself.
This goes far beyond practice of Yoga in a physical sense.
-Angela
Empty of words or ideas right at this moment. But maybe that's how my best entries are born. I feel like I am on the threshold of actual lasting healing. Yesterday I really wanted to just throw caution to the wind and run out of sheer fed-up impatience. But I didn't.
I really am looking forward to Yoga tonight. I have no actual expectations, however - I want to push harder and perform better, I want to feel stronger than I did last night. I need it to swing myself back into alignment.
It will give me this opportunity.
For this I am excited.
The more days I go through the circuit, the series, perhaps the stronger I will come out of it all, and the faster the days will go by. I honestly cannot believe it is Thursday, even though it has been a bit of a rough week.
I am reminded by the strong people I have met in my new endeavors how important it is to stay positive. How important it is to leave the negative feelings about people and circumstance behind. I know I still have these feelings, but the people I know make me want to overcome these.
Heidi and Brenna are becoming people I look to, to remind me that even I can learn to love my worst fears as yet another part of myself.
This goes far beyond practice of Yoga in a physical sense.
-Angela
