I look forward to ...
Mar. 24th, 2004 09:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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I wanted to get up and go for a quick hike in the morning. But at 5:15, when I wanted to get up and start, it was dark still. I figured I’d better hold off. Next time, I’m not going to hold off. I’ll just walk in the dark. Maybe bring my headlamp or something for when I get up to the trail by the interchange.
Instead, I got up at 6, and went for a Up to the trailhead and back. It was pouring, but I didn’t care. I just wanted to feel like I got out and about and moved, since I didn’t go swimming last night. We were playing with the puppies instead. I don’t like skipping my exercise.
I’ve been meaning to begin getting up earlier to take care of MORE exercise. So I think that’ll be my goal. Perhaps tomorrow morning I’ll get up at 5 or so, and actually get a whole hour in. And if possible, an hour and a half. I’d like to make it up that trail part of the way. It’s a workout, that trail. It’s the one we took you on some time back, Inna.
I know Steve will never join me. I mean seriously, the man won’t get up earlier than forced to. I’m bad that way at times, but I went to bed relatively early, in order to make it possible to get up. Course, my radio didn’t work like I was hoping, and it was pouring too hard to figure out just why.
I knew my jeans would be soaked by the time I got back home… so I engineered time enough to put them in the dryer while I took my shower.
Anyway. So the walk was refreshing.
Had 30 minutes left to actually get ready for my lovely 7AM work. Got to work. Lately I get here on time, rather than 10 minutes late. And lately Tim seems to get here 10 minutes late, rather than on time. *shrugs*
More e-mail correspondence with Bobby. I love e-mailing him, but I am seriously getting restless for energy work on Friday. I miss him, and I am eager for both his presence, and of course, energy work. But at least he DOES respond to e-mail, so I’m not just entirely without any contact from him.
More time passes. I’m being patient with life and the universe. I love Steve, and I am trying my best to show him that. I just feel like I’m doing a pretty lousy job of it. So, as much as I’d like to do energy work with Inna and Cheryl, I think my home life needs a little bit more attention without family or friends interfering. I really think the two of us need that. So, on the account, I will be trying to block off the evening for Steve. Perhaps we can go on a romantic walk through Issaquah or something. Something that is both physically and emotionally good.
It’s harder for me to really start working on my current relationship regarding Steve with so much going on. Every evening I spend doing energy work, rituals, hanging out with other friends, is also an evening I don’t spend with Steve, and it acts as a distancing activity, vs. activities that bring us together. I know that sounds bad, but it’s more or less true.
Thus why when people like us get together in a relationship, it’s harder. I can’t share these things with Steve, so it really makes everything [including scheduling, even though scheduling as it IS, is pretty hard] a giant challenge.
Anyway. That’s that. Sorry Inna. Cheryl could probably do some work with you 1 on 1 I’m sure. The next available chance to seriously sit down and do work with her, I’d love to. But this time I really need to give to Steve.
Seems that March is rapidly coming to a close. One minute it was the beginning of March. Now it’s almost the end! How absurd.
I look forward to April. I look forward to lingering daylight. I look forward to more ease in regards to physical fitness. I look forward to bettering myself in so many ways. I’ve got so much to improve upon.
-Angela
I wanted to get up and go for a quick hike in the morning. But at 5:15, when I wanted to get up and start, it was dark still. I figured I’d better hold off. Next time, I’m not going to hold off. I’ll just walk in the dark. Maybe bring my headlamp or something for when I get up to the trail by the interchange.
Instead, I got up at 6, and went for a Up to the trailhead and back. It was pouring, but I didn’t care. I just wanted to feel like I got out and about and moved, since I didn’t go swimming last night. We were playing with the puppies instead. I don’t like skipping my exercise.
I’ve been meaning to begin getting up earlier to take care of MORE exercise. So I think that’ll be my goal. Perhaps tomorrow morning I’ll get up at 5 or so, and actually get a whole hour in. And if possible, an hour and a half. I’d like to make it up that trail part of the way. It’s a workout, that trail. It’s the one we took you on some time back, Inna.
I know Steve will never join me. I mean seriously, the man won’t get up earlier than forced to. I’m bad that way at times, but I went to bed relatively early, in order to make it possible to get up. Course, my radio didn’t work like I was hoping, and it was pouring too hard to figure out just why.
I knew my jeans would be soaked by the time I got back home… so I engineered time enough to put them in the dryer while I took my shower.
Anyway. So the walk was refreshing.
Had 30 minutes left to actually get ready for my lovely 7AM work. Got to work. Lately I get here on time, rather than 10 minutes late. And lately Tim seems to get here 10 minutes late, rather than on time. *shrugs*
More e-mail correspondence with Bobby. I love e-mailing him, but I am seriously getting restless for energy work on Friday. I miss him, and I am eager for both his presence, and of course, energy work. But at least he DOES respond to e-mail, so I’m not just entirely without any contact from him.
More time passes. I’m being patient with life and the universe. I love Steve, and I am trying my best to show him that. I just feel like I’m doing a pretty lousy job of it. So, as much as I’d like to do energy work with Inna and Cheryl, I think my home life needs a little bit more attention without family or friends interfering. I really think the two of us need that. So, on the account, I will be trying to block off the evening for Steve. Perhaps we can go on a romantic walk through Issaquah or something. Something that is both physically and emotionally good.
It’s harder for me to really start working on my current relationship regarding Steve with so much going on. Every evening I spend doing energy work, rituals, hanging out with other friends, is also an evening I don’t spend with Steve, and it acts as a distancing activity, vs. activities that bring us together. I know that sounds bad, but it’s more or less true.
Thus why when people like us get together in a relationship, it’s harder. I can’t share these things with Steve, so it really makes everything [including scheduling, even though scheduling as it IS, is pretty hard] a giant challenge.
Anyway. That’s that. Sorry Inna. Cheryl could probably do some work with you 1 on 1 I’m sure. The next available chance to seriously sit down and do work with her, I’d love to. But this time I really need to give to Steve.
Seems that March is rapidly coming to a close. One minute it was the beginning of March. Now it’s almost the end! How absurd.
I look forward to April. I look forward to lingering daylight. I look forward to more ease in regards to physical fitness. I look forward to bettering myself in so many ways. I’ve got so much to improve upon.
-Angela
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Date: 2004-03-24 12:56 pm (UTC)It just seems difficult since your religion is such a big part of your life, and it doesn't seem like something that Steve is interested in being part of.
Ah well. I hope you have fun tonight! Rock the casbah! :) And I'll see you Saturday about...what time would be good?
*sighhsszzz*
Date: 2004-03-24 02:56 pm (UTC)Most things that I am into, he is not interested in being a part of, and vice-versa.
We didn't meet on account of similiar interest. He's a sweet, good guy. But none of his life views are close to mine. Nor are his favorite activities close to my favorite activities. Thus why we're always clashing sometimes. He likes Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings. But seriously? That kind of thing only holds you for a year or so. :P
*shrugs* Some people would say the relationship has run course. I beg to differ. I just feel all around unhappy with my relationship as of current. Doesn't mean I'll give up though...
-Karen
Oh jeah!
Date: 2004-03-24 02:58 pm (UTC):D
I donno your schedule at all but I hope to see you ASAP :D
-Karen
Re: *sighhsszzz*
Date: 2004-03-25 09:47 am (UTC)I guess it's hard to say, you would know better than anyone else if the relationship has run it's course.
Good luck. :)
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Date: 2004-03-24 05:46 pm (UTC)As for energy work...it's fine, I want you to work things out first! Oh, and Cheryl was saying that we could though [maybe?] at Oloteas [this saturday].. perhaps even sean ciall.. *eee*... hmmm is Steve coming to olo this time? Cause if not, if there was time... it wouldn't really interfere with Steve time...
Bunny Slopes, Oloteas.
Date: 2004-03-24 06:20 pm (UTC)And, I plan on going to Bunny slopes as frequently as I can.
If we have time and space, that would probably work!!!! *hugss*
-Angela
Re: Bunny Slopes, Oloteas.
Date: 2004-03-24 06:47 pm (UTC)*HUGS*
Oh man today sucks! I've got a headache now and have to do a BUTTLOAD of work on a 10-minute presentation I might have to do tomorrow. EEEE!!
Awesome about you going hiking in the morning! :D I walked to school? Eh I guess that's exercise... plus, not making my dad late to work is a GOOD thing! heehee.
I hope Friday gets here SOON! :D
Re: Bunny Slopes, Oloteas.
Date: 2004-03-24 08:14 pm (UTC)-Angela
Re: Bunny Slopes, Oloteas.
Date: 2004-03-24 08:16 pm (UTC):D
That sucks that we won't see him much on saturday, though :(
Re: Bunny Slopes, Oloteas.
Date: 2004-03-24 09:24 pm (UTC)I know he's doing a workshop...but what else?
-Angela
Re: Bunny Slopes, Oloteas.
Date: 2004-03-24 09:25 pm (UTC)-Angela
Re: Bunny Slopes, Oloteas.
Date: 2004-03-24 09:32 pm (UTC)"..Stephanie and I won't be showing up saturday until probably after the rit, as we have an engagement on Vashon that afternoon."
Re: Bunny Slopes, Oloteas.
Date: 2004-03-25 07:12 am (UTC)So jeah. Maybe. Oh well. good thing I see him Friday!
-Angela
Weee...
Date: 2004-03-29 11:53 am (UTC)~Lb