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Mar. 10th, 2009 10:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakI really wish simple stuff like computer moves at work - didn't send me into a flurry of worry.
About what is expected of me verses how much I can do without harming my healing situation. It is a never-ending nightmare. This accounts for a lot of my job, and I find this issue is the same as with everything else. I can't push it - the only difference is my boss will always ask, and he expects me to say no every time to moves. I have no idea when I'll truly be "healed" anymore than I know when I can resume life painfree. It has been so long that I could just accept a task like that with ease. Without worry.
I am beginning to forget what it's like to be entirely healthy.
It sort of eats away at me a little bit every time a situation comes up.
I sit there and feel panicked. Blah.
-Angela
About what is expected of me verses how much I can do without harming my healing situation. It is a never-ending nightmare. This accounts for a lot of my job, and I find this issue is the same as with everything else. I can't push it - the only difference is my boss will always ask, and he expects me to say no every time to moves. I have no idea when I'll truly be "healed" anymore than I know when I can resume life painfree. It has been so long that I could just accept a task like that with ease. Without worry.
I am beginning to forget what it's like to be entirely healthy.
It sort of eats away at me a little bit every time a situation comes up.
I sit there and feel panicked. Blah.
-Angela
