Now...

[angelak]

If only I could get valium to help chill me the fuck out for other purposes...
;)

(My last post was about my anti-inflammatory drugs.)

Oh, goddess.
And tomorrow is like triple booked for me.
Most of all, I think I want my mommy.
She seriously doesn't care how dumb I get.
Or how often I whine about the same damn thing.
And she tends to take me seriously, to the fullest.

How in the world did I win the parent lottery with both my parents?
They are the best people ever. And they still love each other to boot...

I am so blessed.
So much going on in my head. I need to go to bed. I want to get up early, call mom.
See if she is taking Gma to feed her gambling addiction.
When you're old - what else is there to do?

Srsly. Yoga for the win tonight. 3 person class, Erika... I felt alive again.
I feel like the Yoga gave me strength to write a very much needed email.
Bless Bikram, and bless me with healing. I believe in myself - I believe in my recovery.
I believe, I believe, I believe. I believe!

-Angela