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angelakYoga was awesome tonight.
I worked really hard.
It wasn't at all easy. I've got some serious reconditioning to do, but at the same time, right now my focus in the practice is really sharp. I also worked hard on breath and absolute focus during savasana. I think in the past I have had the chronic "not relaxing" enough in savasanas.
I am now focusing solely on the breath and using that as much to my advantage as I can.
My mind hardly drifted at all.
While my body has some interesting new challenges with only 3 days in, I judge not, nor do I expect more than I can give myself. I have a strong feeling that the muscles will bounce back nicely. I also didn't realize I was missing the Yoga so much.
I feel very mentally centered and high. Like rotor rooters finally were able to come clean up a sewer mess in my brain.
It is easier to stay happy and content with Yoga practice in my life.
It is easier to understand the Truth and Lessons life has to offer.
I am also on a mission to find people who help me raise my vibration to a higher level to hang out with. I need to get out of my house. I need to utilize the oneness of all people, and the oneness of friendship.
This doesn't mean my old high school gang. Those ladies don't raise my vibration. They somewhat lower it a lot of times. It is the ego-based world they find themselves thriving in. I can't live in that world any longer. My life is wholly changed. The last few months have been some of the larger mental shifting months of my life. While I haven't been perfect, I have been trying to find my personal Truths.
I think I am holding myself back by not finding people of a higher caliber to spend my time with. We'll see how this goes. Balance is key.
I've really wanted to write so much more, but work has been swamped and I can't seem to focus my muse in the office. Even my LJ muse. IT really does drive my creativity somewhere dormant, and that sometimes makes me think I am in the wrong field. But it doesn't mean I don't like my job and the tech industry entirely. It just means I'm not sure it was what I was put here to do forever. I am far more creative than I give myself credit for. My creativeness isn't necessarily an IT creativeness. I just like IT because I can talk to people, and teach people, and help people, and it fulfills me on the level of leaving something more operationally sound than when I arrived. (Mostly it is the talking to people part).
And now I should go to bed. ANd relax and then sleep.
-Angela
I worked really hard.
It wasn't at all easy. I've got some serious reconditioning to do, but at the same time, right now my focus in the practice is really sharp. I also worked hard on breath and absolute focus during savasana. I think in the past I have had the chronic "not relaxing" enough in savasanas.
I am now focusing solely on the breath and using that as much to my advantage as I can.
My mind hardly drifted at all.
While my body has some interesting new challenges with only 3 days in, I judge not, nor do I expect more than I can give myself. I have a strong feeling that the muscles will bounce back nicely. I also didn't realize I was missing the Yoga so much.
I feel very mentally centered and high. Like rotor rooters finally were able to come clean up a sewer mess in my brain.
It is easier to stay happy and content with Yoga practice in my life.
It is easier to understand the Truth and Lessons life has to offer.
I am also on a mission to find people who help me raise my vibration to a higher level to hang out with. I need to get out of my house. I need to utilize the oneness of all people, and the oneness of friendship.
This doesn't mean my old high school gang. Those ladies don't raise my vibration. They somewhat lower it a lot of times. It is the ego-based world they find themselves thriving in. I can't live in that world any longer. My life is wholly changed. The last few months have been some of the larger mental shifting months of my life. While I haven't been perfect, I have been trying to find my personal Truths.
I think I am holding myself back by not finding people of a higher caliber to spend my time with. We'll see how this goes. Balance is key.
I've really wanted to write so much more, but work has been swamped and I can't seem to focus my muse in the office. Even my LJ muse. IT really does drive my creativity somewhere dormant, and that sometimes makes me think I am in the wrong field. But it doesn't mean I don't like my job and the tech industry entirely. It just means I'm not sure it was what I was put here to do forever. I am far more creative than I give myself credit for. My creativeness isn't necessarily an IT creativeness. I just like IT because I can talk to people, and teach people, and help people, and it fulfills me on the level of leaving something more operationally sound than when I arrived. (Mostly it is the talking to people part).
And now I should go to bed. ANd relax and then sleep.
-Angela
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Date: 2009-08-27 05:11 pm (UTC)Pick up circle?
Date: 2009-08-27 05:24 pm (UTC)-Angela