Stephen is so special. -- And Bunny Slopes plans.

[angelak]

An update a day, keeps the crazies away.

I don’t know why I wrote that, but that’s okay. Suffice to say that my date didn’t occur at all on Wednesday night. That disappointed me greatly. But, happily, I remade plans at the last minute and was able to spend some special time with SK. [My new Abrev for Stephen K.]

It seriously made me so much happier, after I was bummed and moody, to just sit and chill with SK. We talked and talked. And as I talked, it felt like all my frustrations began to melt away. Before the end of the night, I was giddy [as I SAID at the bookstore to SK…] from being with him. I don’t know why, but SK has this effect on me. It’s pretty weird.

Steve and I hung out with Stephen after Crossroads closed and Steve could no longer watch chess. We walked and talked briefly [about crazy sex that I really don’t remember…] , and then it was time for SK to go.

Steve and I were hungry, so we got food and then went home. I went to sleep as rested deeply. I’m feeling a lot less depressed today, which I think is a first in this week. But I haven’t dealt with anybody outside of work, and generally work RARELY depresses me. It usually makes me happier. Though, Cheryl tried to say that she felt happy/excited/nervous energy from me around 5:00 yesterday, and that couldn’t have been further from how I actually felt at that particular slice in time.

*shrugs* I don’t know.

Regardless, I’ve felt the need to distance myself from people lately, and I don’t know why. I feel unreasonable about it all, but I guess it’s just my time to be to myself. However, talking with SK seemed to resolve a lot of tension I had welling up inside of me, and he turned pure sadness into laughter. I know this will make him feel special reading this, but really, it’s the complete and utter truth. Mad props to SK for making my life better and being the kind of friend that I needed.

THANK YOU!

So anyway. By Friday, things’ll be aight.

Though, because my plans were rescheduled and I didn’t get to go out with Jon, I will be doing this Friday evening after Bunny Slopes. And, Jon is meeting met AT Edge of Circle at 9PM. So, I'm hoping to have a free seat available. I'm being selfish.

Which means, ya’ll who do come with me get to go home directly after Bunny Slopes. Who all is coming --- for a head count for me? Please comment if you think you need a ride from me. [Inna is my one reserved gal… and I THINK Vicki, but I don’t really know.] I know I’m a bitch and it’s sad we can’t chill, but I’m a little gunshy from last weekend. Though, Steve now knows I plan on being out late Friday, I am sure the chances of 2 ppl being depressed rock bottom on the same day, and Chad's car breaking down is minimal. Still, for some reason: It really hit ME in a place that has lasted all week long. 

-Angela

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Riide please!

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Vicki is in New York until Sunday, but if you have room for me I'd love to tag along (i'd get to Inna's to make picking up easier) and if you could drop me at the Mercer Island Park and ride or a bus stop so I can take the 550 to MI, that would be super!

I HAVE MATZAH BALLS FOR YOU!
-Cheryl