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angelakSo here I am on the bright day of Friday. Life seems much better.
I am apprehensive that Jon will not be able to find Edge of the Circle Books… because I’m really looking forward to going out with him tonight.
It should be good to see Cheryl and Inna. After all, it’s been a whole week. I am thrilled to get a few books from Cheryl so I may begin reading them. Today, so far, hasn’t gone slow, nor fast. But I don’t want to end up sitting here idle for any number of hours, so I know I should jump on some project or other here at work. I feel ready for the evening, but it’s still only 11AM.
These Fridays where I actually have plans are KILLING me. They make me want to just get out of dodge of Fridays, and generally I don’t feel that way at work. I am slightly hungry, maybe I’ll stop down for a snack, though I used my 15 minute break that I generally never use, on sleeping in. I just didn’t feel like getting out of bed. Julie is retarded. I seriously need to just practice my shields, dropping and raising them. Especially the tailored “Julie shield,” that I know I’ve unintentionally created. I just generally am horridly slow at raising and dropping shields at this point in time.
I know they help and they make my life easier, for sure. Those little things she does just get to me.
So, on goes another thing to my goal list. I’ve got so many things to take care of and do…
Last night was fun. I went for a hike with James. Steve stayed behind for various reasons.
We were gone nearly 2 hours, and that was nice. I needed that so badly. I’d wanted it on Tuesday, but it didn’t quite happen that way. So, we walked in silence part of the way, but most of the time we just talked, James and I.
So, that was that. Came back, James stayed briefly… then left. Sad as usual. I was ready to go shopping with Steve, when we just ended up laying on the couch, cuddling. He was doing everything that I so enjoy. It was great for almost two hours. I suddenly just got really, SUPER, tired, and fell asleep while he was talking in a kinky way. I came to consciousness with him saying, “do you want to go in the other room?” and of course I said “yes,” as bed sounded so very nice after being lulled to sleep.
Little did I know, that was a proposition! I was all ready for bed and half snoozing, when he was trying to be kinky like, just like he had been talking about when I fell asleep in the living room. This just turned into an ugly argument, as I was tired, and a mess. I went to sleep, slightly stressed, and so did he. Though I woke up this morning feeling okay.
Slight misunderstandings. My brain was mush, my body was tired. Gods I need a vacation. It’s my biggest goal to get along and have a blast WITH Steve.
-Angela
PS--- I literally was confused by Inna's post. I was like, is it the way I said that... or what? Why does she not feel loved. I mentioned her right there [and I re read it 2 times] and the third time I realized I transposed names! Hah.
I am apprehensive that Jon will not be able to find Edge of the Circle Books… because I’m really looking forward to going out with him tonight.
It should be good to see Cheryl and Inna. After all, it’s been a whole week. I am thrilled to get a few books from Cheryl so I may begin reading them. Today, so far, hasn’t gone slow, nor fast. But I don’t want to end up sitting here idle for any number of hours, so I know I should jump on some project or other here at work. I feel ready for the evening, but it’s still only 11AM.
These Fridays where I actually have plans are KILLING me. They make me want to just get out of dodge of Fridays, and generally I don’t feel that way at work. I am slightly hungry, maybe I’ll stop down for a snack, though I used my 15 minute break that I generally never use, on sleeping in. I just didn’t feel like getting out of bed. Julie is retarded. I seriously need to just practice my shields, dropping and raising them. Especially the tailored “Julie shield,” that I know I’ve unintentionally created. I just generally am horridly slow at raising and dropping shields at this point in time.
I know they help and they make my life easier, for sure. Those little things she does just get to me.
So, on goes another thing to my goal list. I’ve got so many things to take care of and do…
Last night was fun. I went for a hike with James. Steve stayed behind for various reasons.
We were gone nearly 2 hours, and that was nice. I needed that so badly. I’d wanted it on Tuesday, but it didn’t quite happen that way. So, we walked in silence part of the way, but most of the time we just talked, James and I.
So, that was that. Came back, James stayed briefly… then left. Sad as usual. I was ready to go shopping with Steve, when we just ended up laying on the couch, cuddling. He was doing everything that I so enjoy. It was great for almost two hours. I suddenly just got really, SUPER, tired, and fell asleep while he was talking in a kinky way. I came to consciousness with him saying, “do you want to go in the other room?” and of course I said “yes,” as bed sounded so very nice after being lulled to sleep.
Little did I know, that was a proposition! I was all ready for bed and half snoozing, when he was trying to be kinky like, just like he had been talking about when I fell asleep in the living room. This just turned into an ugly argument, as I was tired, and a mess. I went to sleep, slightly stressed, and so did he. Though I woke up this morning feeling okay.
Slight misunderstandings. My brain was mush, my body was tired. Gods I need a vacation. It’s my biggest goal to get along and have a blast WITH Steve.
-Angela
PS--- I literally was confused by Inna's post. I was like, is it the way I said that... or what? Why does she not feel loved. I mentioned her right there [and I re read it 2 times] and the third time I realized I transposed names! Hah.
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I feel loved! :D
Date: 2004-04-16 11:24 am (UTC)I feel loved! :P
Mmmm good luck getting through the day! I also hope your vacation will be fun and relaxing... and not stressful and stuff..
-I
Re: I feel loved! :D
Date: 2004-04-16 11:36 am (UTC)-Angela
Re: I feel loved! :D
Date: 2004-04-16 11:36 am (UTC)-Angela
Re: I feel loved! :D
Date: 2004-04-16 12:05 pm (UTC)btw- Tonight... Cheryl and I will be somewhere in Crossroads... so just call either cell when you get here! :)
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Date: 2004-04-16 01:34 pm (UTC)well....
Date: 2004-04-16 02:14 pm (UTC):D
-Angela
Erm...
Date: 2004-04-16 01:50 pm (UTC)~Lb