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angelakI am updating just because.
Let’s see. Last night. Not so great. The newbie class/workshop was okay. That was actually kind of entertaining. I was in a sexual mood last night, and displayed it more than usual. Of course, instead of spending this time with my boyfriend, I spent it with some girls instead. No, not like that. I'm very straight. Not that being any other way is bad.
THOUGH, moving on....
Well, I just love teaching people things, and I love opening things up for people. As Cheryl said it last night, they were the exact words that were streaming through my head.
Regardless. We planned on doing some sean ciall with Inna. And we were. Until we got interrupted at the worst possible time by her poor father, who I guess was having a difficult evening anyway. Poor guy. And Poor us. It just was one of those not good things that I know I’ll look back at and think, “remember that time…”
Mostly, I was focusing on staying calm, not panicking, and keeping Cheryl as close to that as I could. We’re competent and we can work ourselves out of problems. At least, I feel we are.
*sighs* I did NOT want to get up this morning. My body wanted more recovery from the strange incident that I am everything but outlining.
I wasn’t in control of my wording and immediately came in, and insulted Julie about how a dispatcher must not like her very much. Nevermind that one, I felt bad and stupid. But Julie fed me a BS line about the lady, let me quote this, after I heard it I felt it was worthy of writing down: “No, it's not that. She's just really particular and she trusts me so much she feels comfortable with letting me know what she wants.”
This lady, having been spoken to about Julie in the past, all but is comfortable with Julie.
When I heard that one, I just turned back to my workstation and let it go.
I then became aware that my heart chakra felt loopy, and that the sean ciall energy experience must have knocked something seriously loose. But ….
After a few hours, and a warm coffee… I came back to my normal self, with much more self control… and was VERY productive on the work scene. This made me happy. It always makes me feel good to get work done. Seriously. It’s one of my favorite things.
So, other than the few hours of weirdness this morning, I’ve been fine. My heart chakra seems normal again. It was either my heart chakra, or Cheryl projecting something that FELT like mine. There are times that I’m not entirely sure. *shrugs*
Anyway. I didn’t take a real lunch. I will leave in 10 minutes. FUCK jeah.
Oh jeah, and I have a date with Jon after Bunny slopes. Yeay.
-Angela
Let’s see. Last night. Not so great. The newbie class/workshop was okay. That was actually kind of entertaining. I was in a sexual mood last night, and displayed it more than usual. Of course, instead of spending this time with my boyfriend, I spent it with some girls instead. No, not like that. I'm very straight. Not that being any other way is bad.
THOUGH, moving on....
Well, I just love teaching people things, and I love opening things up for people. As Cheryl said it last night, they were the exact words that were streaming through my head.
Regardless. We planned on doing some sean ciall with Inna. And we were. Until we got interrupted at the worst possible time by her poor father, who I guess was having a difficult evening anyway. Poor guy. And Poor us. It just was one of those not good things that I know I’ll look back at and think, “remember that time…”
Mostly, I was focusing on staying calm, not panicking, and keeping Cheryl as close to that as I could. We’re competent and we can work ourselves out of problems. At least, I feel we are.
*sighs* I did NOT want to get up this morning. My body wanted more recovery from the strange incident that I am everything but outlining.
I wasn’t in control of my wording and immediately came in, and insulted Julie about how a dispatcher must not like her very much. Nevermind that one, I felt bad and stupid. But Julie fed me a BS line about the lady, let me quote this, after I heard it I felt it was worthy of writing down: “No, it's not that. She's just really particular and she trusts me so much she feels comfortable with letting me know what she wants.”
This lady, having been spoken to about Julie in the past, all but is comfortable with Julie.
When I heard that one, I just turned back to my workstation and let it go.
I then became aware that my heart chakra felt loopy, and that the sean ciall energy experience must have knocked something seriously loose. But ….
After a few hours, and a warm coffee… I came back to my normal self, with much more self control… and was VERY productive on the work scene. This made me happy. It always makes me feel good to get work done. Seriously. It’s one of my favorite things.
So, other than the few hours of weirdness this morning, I’ve been fine. My heart chakra seems normal again. It was either my heart chakra, or Cheryl projecting something that FELT like mine. There are times that I’m not entirely sure. *shrugs*
Anyway. I didn’t take a real lunch. I will leave in 10 minutes. FUCK jeah.
Oh jeah, and I have a date with Jon after Bunny slopes. Yeay.
-Angela
