TIRED.

[angelak]

Hm. It scares me. I have all these ultra happy memories from a little bit over a week ago, when we were on vacation. [Steve and I.] Whenever I think I want to end things, I think back to those times… those perfect days… and it changes everything. There’s something worth keeping here. There is. I’m just so tired and so upset. I need a good night’s rest and a big hug. Seriously. I’m at work and I feel myself trying not to cry. My eyes ARE burning from the lack of proper rest. Anyone, anyone at all… I’m begging for whatever you have to say. Even if it hurts. I don’t care anymore. Pain is relative.

-Angela

Comments

[dudelovenext.livejournal.com]

Would you like me to come see you tonight? *hugs*

Normally...

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

Normally, I'd have said yes in an instant. Tonight Kelsi is visiting my residence for the first time [I've went to her place, but she has not yet seen mine.] So jeah. *hugs* I appreciate all your advice and kind words. You rock my socks always.

-Karen

Re: Normally...

[dudelovenext.livejournal.com]

*nods* I just saw not too long after that that you were seeing Kelsi tonight.

Well, I hope my advice helps, or at least makes you feel better. :) And give a thought to lunch...sadly I'm pretty busy otherwise through Monday, but...yeah, I'd love to see you. *hugs*

Yay for rocking socks! :)

Eeep

[(Anonymous)]

*gives you a big huge hug* I think I will try to write you an email...

~Lb

I wish I knew what to tell you

[dragonfaery93.livejournal.com]

I wish there was some way to help it all make sense for you. Since I have never been in your shoes (or any similar ones for that matter) I cannot offer anything more than an open ear (well, ears, I have two last I looked) and a hug.
Luck and blessings. May you find comfort in any conclusion you reach.

Hugs,
Cheryl

Re: I wish I knew what to tell you

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

It's a pretty weird place, but I know now, as the day wears on, that whatever happens will be the right thing. It just might be a difficult thing to endure, one way or the other. Thanks a ton, ....

-Angela

[ahtei-eneogei.livejournal.com]

Ah, dear Angela...
it is indeed times like these that bring about the greatest inner knowledge and peace, though not immediately. The crashing intense pain and anguish will not last forever in you, as you are likely one of the most industrious and self-assured people a good many of us will ever come across. You have the strength of the warrior and the direction of a sage, and you will find an answer somewhere very close to you. My apologies that I can't be closer to provide a hug. I'd like to make you some tea and offer you my shoulder :(
Blessed luck and the quieting energy of the awaiting full moon be upon you,
Samantha

You're right.

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

You're very right. The pain and crappy times are the seeds of knowledge. They aren't something that lasts forever. I will be searching for the answer, though I too realize it can't be far from where I stand now. Thanks again!

-Angela

*hugs*

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

Good luck with your difficulties too!

-Angela

[vixenesque93.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

:)

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

thanks.

-Angela

[tanlwythbuddha.livejournal.com]

*Offers hugs, truffles, and mead*

Thanks

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

:)

You rock too.

-Angela

*lots of hugs*

[kdana.livejournal.com]

It will work out... I'm not sure how, but it will. I wish you luck!!

-Inna

Re: *lots of hugs*

[ithisia.livejournal.com]

I know it will work out. I shouldn't lose my hope or determination just yet. I've got a ton of push left in me. It is hard to say which way is the correct direction just now... but I guess I will push for what I've always pushed for.

*hugs* See you soon. Your will is appreciated. You kickass.

-Angela