Livin La Vida Loca
Jun. 27th, 2011 03:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakOkay, not really.
Had a pretty good weekend. Felt really antsy. A few things happened.
Saturday was weird. Was antsy, didn't feel like going to Yoga, decided to randomly in the end. Went, had a rough 1/4 beginning of class but eventually relaxed into it. Brain was fighting itself. Happily, I was in the hot corner and didn't really notice the heat over my inner critic... heh. (Not really good to have the inner critic awake during class.)
Came out of class to have Laural, the teacher - go on and on about memorizing ALL of the dialogue before training. Was not in the head-space to deal with that. Came out ready to cry for no reason at all, and then got into my car, turned on my phone, and received a text that Daan had passed away.
Well - the tears were on then. He was a special friend of mine that I met at CGW 1 and CGW 5. We kept contact on the net between Vegas sessions. By the time the end of CGW 5 came about, I'd come to adore Daan. And yes, he had cancer. His big triumph was making it to his 29th birthday.
Anyway. Not to dwell on that :(
Needless to say, I am beginning to think that the part of my house that needs to shift is the previous "Den." The larger spare bedroom on the middle floor. It appears my focus and creativity and ability to finish stuff has been pretty sapped. I decided to check out which of the bagua's of fung shui that most of my "unorganized" clutter has gone to.......
And with a resounding obvious nature, it was the one that said "Ability to complete projects."
Well, in this case, I think I better hurry up and get this room on the lock down, because I've been unable to get to things lately. I used to not believe in Fung Shui.
And then my mad cluttering phase happened. And then teacher training fell into place. And my love life changed. And both of those house areas are no longer a clutter disaster zone........
So anyway. These were a few things I wanted to cover. I did not get up early like I wanted to study my cards, so consequently, I will commit to 30 minutes straight, away from all distractions - tonight after Yoga.
If I can lock down on this process, I will likely end up going to training with more confidence. Which is important. In other news, my boss is gone until July 15th. Wow.
Those palm trees in my user icon represent what?! The palm trees that await me in September.
-Angela
Had a pretty good weekend. Felt really antsy. A few things happened.
Saturday was weird. Was antsy, didn't feel like going to Yoga, decided to randomly in the end. Went, had a rough 1/4 beginning of class but eventually relaxed into it. Brain was fighting itself. Happily, I was in the hot corner and didn't really notice the heat over my inner critic... heh. (Not really good to have the inner critic awake during class.)
Came out of class to have Laural, the teacher - go on and on about memorizing ALL of the dialogue before training. Was not in the head-space to deal with that. Came out ready to cry for no reason at all, and then got into my car, turned on my phone, and received a text that Daan had passed away.
Well - the tears were on then. He was a special friend of mine that I met at CGW 1 and CGW 5. We kept contact on the net between Vegas sessions. By the time the end of CGW 5 came about, I'd come to adore Daan. And yes, he had cancer. His big triumph was making it to his 29th birthday.
Anyway. Not to dwell on that :(
Needless to say, I am beginning to think that the part of my house that needs to shift is the previous "Den." The larger spare bedroom on the middle floor. It appears my focus and creativity and ability to finish stuff has been pretty sapped. I decided to check out which of the bagua's of fung shui that most of my "unorganized" clutter has gone to.......
And with a resounding obvious nature, it was the one that said "Ability to complete projects."
Well, in this case, I think I better hurry up and get this room on the lock down, because I've been unable to get to things lately. I used to not believe in Fung Shui.
And then my mad cluttering phase happened. And then teacher training fell into place. And my love life changed. And both of those house areas are no longer a clutter disaster zone........
So anyway. These were a few things I wanted to cover. I did not get up early like I wanted to study my cards, so consequently, I will commit to 30 minutes straight, away from all distractions - tonight after Yoga.
If I can lock down on this process, I will likely end up going to training with more confidence. Which is important. In other news, my boss is gone until July 15th. Wow.
Those palm trees in my user icon represent what?! The palm trees that await me in September.
-Angela
