Monday and stuph.
May. 18th, 2004 10:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelakAnother day beginning. Laptop for car 134 is giving me trouble. That’s okay. I’ll own it. Really, I will. I wonder if every laptop is going to give me this much struggle. Oh well. I’ve only got a week. I can make this happen. I CAN make this happen. I will.
Weekly meeting is in 10 minutes.
*weekly meeting has now passed*
Ah. Brief update.
Yesterday was really awesome. I called Jon at 8:40, pestered him to hang out. That was really nice. I liken his presence to Aloe Vera on a sunburn.
He got his license. I’m so happy for him. About time. I hope he finds a job. I hope so much for him. And I wish I could spend more time with him, without Steve freaking out. But I’ve got to be patient. I hope I can date him long term. There’s something about him that has always drawn me to him. Details I can truncate, because I’m not making this friends-only post. Regardless. We walked the dogs. We talked much… we went to my house to grab my laundry, and we flirted like mad for quite a while. What a release. To laugh, attack him, just to go back in time and feel 14 again. Jon makes me feel forever young, and I’m not afraid to tell him anything. I don’t guard myself at all.
Sometimes I wonder what is really going on in HIS head. I want to know him more. I know we’ve been good friends for quite some time… but I feel like there is so much more to learn about him. Perhaps this is just that spark of new love. But it’s not new love. It’s rather not so new.
*shrugs*
Whatever. Needless to say, it’s been worth a lot to me. He has been giving me some advice in regards to my relationship with Steve. But the last time I told Steve that Aaron gave me advice, Steve blamed all our problems on that. So I just won’t tell him about any advice I get from Jon. It’s ridiculous. He uses anything to defer issues. Oh well. I have to go do some work now. I’ll try to talk a lot later on LJ.
-Angela
Weekly meeting is in 10 minutes.
*weekly meeting has now passed*
Ah. Brief update.
Yesterday was really awesome. I called Jon at 8:40, pestered him to hang out. That was really nice. I liken his presence to Aloe Vera on a sunburn.
He got his license. I’m so happy for him. About time. I hope he finds a job. I hope so much for him. And I wish I could spend more time with him, without Steve freaking out. But I’ve got to be patient. I hope I can date him long term. There’s something about him that has always drawn me to him. Details I can truncate, because I’m not making this friends-only post. Regardless. We walked the dogs. We talked much… we went to my house to grab my laundry, and we flirted like mad for quite a while. What a release. To laugh, attack him, just to go back in time and feel 14 again. Jon makes me feel forever young, and I’m not afraid to tell him anything. I don’t guard myself at all.
Sometimes I wonder what is really going on in HIS head. I want to know him more. I know we’ve been good friends for quite some time… but I feel like there is so much more to learn about him. Perhaps this is just that spark of new love. But it’s not new love. It’s rather not so new.
*shrugs*
Whatever. Needless to say, it’s been worth a lot to me. He has been giving me some advice in regards to my relationship with Steve. But the last time I told Steve that Aaron gave me advice, Steve blamed all our problems on that. So I just won’t tell him about any advice I get from Jon. It’s ridiculous. He uses anything to defer issues. Oh well. I have to go do some work now. I’ll try to talk a lot later on LJ.
-Angela
