angelak | Monday.

I missed all circle meeting.

I didn't have motivation to leave my mom's house, in Sultan--- to get to Alki. I said to myself... "I don't want to go." so I didn't.
Sure, it would have been a good one to go to... but something just didn't encourage me to go.

I ditched my phones. I've been doing this more frequently.

I tried to respond to Cheryl. I wasn't going to give them rides, even if I had went.

I test drove a WRX Impreza instead. Maybe a year. Maybe half a year. Probably not this month. :) I'm getting anxious to ditch Joe, as it hits 72,000 miles.

I'll be there at Spell tonight. It doesn't entail driving from Sultan to Alki--- when I'm away from the world. I still hate missing shit, but the motivation wasn't there.

Further-more... my new past-time will be carshopping for the next year or so. Their mind games may prove interesting. I want to bring Aaron with me next time. As Vicki can attest, he's enough to hurt anyone's mind! James is a safe bet. He can make sure there IS no bullshit fed to me. The man has bought 9 different cars in his 24 year old life. He has some experience at "the game."

-Angela