Deeper than the Surface

More studying.
Must retake math assessment.
Finished most of my laundry.
Folded it.
Successfully did more math in my head than I have ever ventured to do before.
I am glad Aroidan ignores my whining.
I am also glad he is out of my house.
Peace. Once again.
hahahaha.

All laughing matters and all ex-isms aside:
He is totally worth it to tutor with. It's just, it's also tiring. Exes are. Tiring.
Except that I can't even come CLOSE to anyone who understands me better for this.
His persistence is just what I need.
And he doesn't bat an eye when I struggle with rudimentary math; I know he's not judging me for it.
I know he genuinely is proud of me, and he really wants to see me succeed.
We don't argue in this arena. It feels so good to know that even in my weakest areas of the math,
he doesn't stop believing in me for it, no matter what I say.
He and I both know I can do it. I just get scared. Really scared.

Moving on. I am still happy to have my solitude back. Unfortunately in my quest to finish laundry I did not get my evening call in to Khaya.
Just makes the stress in my life just a little bit less tolerable.
*sighs*
This equates for a snuggle session with dogs; Angela is in a snuggle-needy mood, and the boyfriend is not here.


That's life.
I'm still in love with my IPOD though.
First time ever I have ever had anything that was top of the line, latest and greatest.
*sniffs*
It makes me want to cry :)))))

-Angela

I could have had 3 different plans today.
At least I feel loved by my friends.

I can't wait to spend the evening with my girls.
They're my best friends EVER.

Now, to work on me feeling bummed part. I should go get food by myself.
That always makes me feel better. I love eating alone. And that is not sarcasm.

Oh? And my IPOD has proposed to me.
I said, "Yes!"!!!

-Angela