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Eh – Lonely.
No, I don't feel like incessant chatter from net friends. Or phone calling anyone. I just want to feel needed. Wanted, AND Needed. I think that is never going to happen.
So isn't there supposed to be a medium point between needy and independent?
Life is changing again – okay, the only constant in life IS change.
Am I going down the right path? Maybe I just really wanted it to be the right path and now I'm doing what I've done every other time. And that's allowing me to be misguided.
I'm lonely on a Sunday night.
I already went for my day hike, watched a 2 hour movie, visited with family, and window shopped. Totally forgot about an engagement I'd been expecting for a month through some retarded grace of absent-minded-ness...
I really despise parts of what I feel like is happening right now.
I could just be the usual dramatic emoter. Sometimes when things are a drag I am best at being an extremist.
-Angela
No, I don't feel like incessant chatter from net friends. Or phone calling anyone. I just want to feel needed. Wanted, AND Needed. I think that is never going to happen.
So isn't there supposed to be a medium point between needy and independent?
Life is changing again – okay, the only constant in life IS change.
Am I going down the right path? Maybe I just really wanted it to be the right path and now I'm doing what I've done every other time. And that's allowing me to be misguided.
I'm lonely on a Sunday night.
I already went for my day hike, watched a 2 hour movie, visited with family, and window shopped. Totally forgot about an engagement I'd been expecting for a month through some retarded grace of absent-minded-ness...
I really despise parts of what I feel like is happening right now.
I could just be the usual dramatic emoter. Sometimes when things are a drag I am best at being an extremist.
-Angela
